Fragments

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As I awoke I scanned the room it was empty, Thank God. Since I lost my girl I have just preferred to be alone I detest most company these days, anyway enough wining about my problems, I better go see where everyone is.

I walked down the stairs and saw her walk towards the kitchen she's alone and maybe we can talk for a while I miss that beautiful face of hers, as I ran towards the kitchen but I stopped and was nearly caught. There she is with that worthless douche. My heart burns at the sight of him.I hate him with a passion, I couldn't stand to watch him hold her anymore I needed to get out of here before something happens.

Aish you're not jealous Kazier, are you? Tss. You just need to eat breakfast! I sat with them, I could feel my mind flying to another dimensions but was able to immediately pull my senses back together when Night spoke.

"Dude stop murdering your pancakes" I glared at him and continued to stab my food. I need to unwind. Fvck!

"God dude it was only a joke, why are you acting so cold, don't tell me you're turning into Elsa are you gonna start sin..." I pushed him before he could finish his sentence then gave him a look to tell him if he utters one more word he'll regret it. One more word asshole I'll throw you out, I might even turn into Elsa and freeze you to death. Hypothermia would be the best cause of death for your talkative self.

I didn't want anything to do with anyone despite them trying to cheer me up I just had enough.

A few hours passed then I saw Zaden sitting alone she looked like she was waiting impatiently but didn't know why, I couldn't notice Razikiel anywhere. She's still so beautiful as ever, I spaced out for a second but—

I found my self walking towards her. Tss I don't understand my self sometimes well most of the time. We are like magnets but she's positive and I'm negative.

"A penny for your thoughts" she gave me a smile and gestured me to sit next to her. "I'm famished." That's true, I didn't really got a chance to enjoy today's breakfast.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked. "You were acting like Elsa this morning then now you're acting like snoopy" Tss, What a statement.

"Nothing I just didn't like the ending of the movie I was watching." I lied for the nth time.

"You're not a great liar you know, Be a little more translucent." I sighed, if you only know.

"I'm not that transparent, am I?" a little laugh escaped her mouth "Zaden, it's too cold here you need to get inside." She shook her head.

"Stop changing the topic, will you?" A pang of guilt built up inside my heart, I gave her a half smile once more. "It's something you will never understand."

"It's okay if you don't want to tell me now but please don't keep it all in yourself."

I watch her as she walks inside, A lot of things changed yet here I am still the man I was before. A man who's still madly in love with her. Still a coward.

I took a deep sigh, wanting to utter a word I shook my head and laugh sadly. 'Keep it up Kazier' I said to myself.

I followed her not long enough, She silently positioned herself on the couch holding a popcorn and chicken nuggets. "Hey, what time will they go home?"

"Tomorrow" the blokes went clubbing.

"I'm glad you stayed home." She said without looking away from the television, I smirked. "Joke, you should follow them."

Shortly after, I felt a stabbing pain on my waist, I woke up in annoyance.

"Hey! I said follow them not sleep!" Now we are both annoyed. " I really thought you stayed home because you didn't want me to be alone but turns out you just wanted to sleep."

"No hahaha, I'm too lazy to plus it's much nicer here." My poor self couldn't handle staying one more minute, it continued drifting to sleep but then again she poked my waist this time harder, more on like a tickle. "Stop." I said calmly but she heard no word. I tried so hard not to smile nor laugh.

"Fine. Fine" she finally gave up and went to get a drink. I wonder if she remembers.

"You should sleep." I pulled her to her room and tucked her in bed. She pouted like a kid and glares at me. "I'll pull your eyes out the next time you roll your eyes." Rolling her eyes again and again till she finally got full of herself.

"I'm not a kid anymore! Come on! Don't treat me like one." That made me laugh so hard, literally hard enough to make me roll on the floor. I just shrugged my shoulder and turn off her light without living her night light.

'We will see'

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"Wahhhhhhhh don't leaveeeeee." She screamed like a kid and hid in her blanket while pleading like a kid "Kazier! Stay! Please!"

"What a child."

"I'm not!"

"Okay then, I'll leave now. Goodnight." I said.

"No! Fine! I admit I'm still a baby! A fetus perhaps! A zygote? Just don't leave!" exclaiming at the top of her lungs.

"Okay."

I sat on her bed, she fell asleep as I slowly caressed her hair. I smiled sadly. You should learn how to be not scared anymore. Sooner or later things will probably go back to how it is for the past few years.

Things will go back to how it is, by it I meant the chaotic one. It will only be a hope that has a probability of one in a billion.

"Goodnight my princess." I uttered, I gave her a kiss on the forehead when she finally drifted into a deep sleep.