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Zaden's Pov

Oh mister sun sun mister golden sun please shine down on me🎧🎧

What a beautiful day, I woke up feeling so rejuvenated. I could not help but smile a lot. I greeted every living and non living things with a grin on my face. I don't even know why I'm so happy. Did something special happened? I don't think so.

I looked around but not even a glimpse of the lads' shadows can be seen. Probably still sleeping, what time could they've possibly got home last night?

I really don't know why I'm feeling so happy today, I stormed to Raz's room and pinch his nose.

"Baby wake up, I prepared breakfast" I opened the blinds but I was stunned when he yelled at me.

What did I do? I think my tears will drop anytime now, I hate getting yelled at especially when I didn't do anything! Sensitive little bitch.

"Kaziieerrrrrr huhuhuhuhuhu" I gave him a really tight hug, so tight that breathing would not be possible. He's all sweaty but who cares. He frowned giving me the 'what happened look'.

"Raz yelled at me because I opened the blinds" he looked so mad now too, angrily stormed to Raz's room, what is wrong with people?

Hmmm they are both ruining my mood. I heard chews from the dining room, wah no no no! I immediately run towards the kitchen and I saw Night, Vlad and Brylle eating the food I prepared! They are almost done! This day started freaking exasperatingly.

"Wahhhhh stop eating it! Stoppppp!" I grabbed the plates.

"Woman what is wrong with you?" Night said.

"Ughhhh I have a really bad headache, these foods helped so much! Arigato!" Vlad spoke.

"Come eat Zaden! It's really yummy!" Brylle softly said.

"Yeah right, how could I possibly not know when I'm the one who made those?!" They gave me a big clap and a bow. Weirdos.

*

The day continued to go down hill. Kazier and Raziekiel were both giving each other ice cold stares.

I had to try and end this as they were getting on my last nerve, I pulled Razikiel away and brought him in the theater room.

"Whatever is wrong with you and Kazier stop it already." he looked at me in a way I've never noticed before he looked more then pissed, infuriated but it faded almost instantly. "Just forget about it. Okay?"

"I had a really bad hangover, sorry babe." he kissed my forehead and held me tight. That weird feeling I felt melted. "Hey I need to do something, go have some sleep okay? I'll be back soon." He brought me a comforter and pillows, I suddenly felt dizzy so I just considered what he said.

I slowly drifted to sleep.

*
I found my self running with a guy towards an abandoned mansion, He's a big walking blur. He dragged me carefully and made me hide under the staircase, slowly caressing my cheeks.

"Hide, Zaden don't come out till I say so. I love you." My tears are rolling uncontrollably, I have no idea why we are being chased by those Men in black. He gave me a peek on my lips before running in a different direction drawing the Guy's attention.

Minutes felt like hours, Hours felt like decade. It feels like I'm frozen I can't move nor talk, my body's being paralyzed. I could hear gunshots coming from a far. What if's started to bug me.

Everything's getting worst every moment that past by. I found my feet dragging me to his direction, There he is playing fire with an old unfamiliar man. If stares could kill they are probably dead by now.

"Kazier..." I felt a cold metal bar at the back of my head.

"You've run out of time, Dear." A part of me wants to cry but a part of me tells me to be strong. He turned his gaze at me and gave me a bitter smile.

He mouthed 'everything will be okay princess', I closed my eyes, I heard few gunshots before things went dark.

I woke up panting uncontrollably, my sobs grew harder. It's just a dream but it felt so real. I don't know how long I was crying.

Oh it's just 9 pm, While sipping my water, I saw them on the pool side talking seriously. I didn't care to eavesdrop because it's rude.

I felt so light headed, I can't help but think about it over and over again.

It's just a dream Zaden nothing to worry about. It's been a while since I got these reality like dreams. For now I should get some rest.

Third person's POV.

The lads are having few shots on the pool side when everything went serious, No one dared to talk. They are just feeling each other's presence.

"Zier can we talk in private?" He nodded giving him the 'follow me look' "When are you planning to tell her the truth?" He looked at him boredly.

"I'm not planning to ruin her peaceful life just do your job" he said taking a sip on this Jack Daniels.

"You can't just set it aside, she'll find out eventually." He threw deadly glares at him but it didn't stop him from talking "I'm worried about her, She's an innocent little angel. I can't afford to see her get hurt" he continued.

"Don't tell me what to do." He said.

"I am not, I'm just worried about her. It's been 2 years, my conscience is killing me." He felt uneasy, he never wanted to see him mad but he needs to speak out. "I think she's starting to get glimpse of what happened."

"Kill your conscience or be killed" he's like an emotionless monster playing with his prey. "Give her higher dosage." He said as he walked away.

"But--" Razikiel was cut off when he heard him speak.

"You don't know how much I've sacrificed just to see her live, I'd kill whoever ruins it. Even if it's you." I could feel his agony.

It is slowly eating him or whatever is left of him.