Fragments

5

Zadens POV

After my visit to the Psychiatrist, everything seems to be okay, no weird dreams no anything just everything back to normal again. I haven't seen Kazier and the squad for a week now, I wonder what they are doing. I think Raz mentioned him doing something but I didn't know they are all coming.

Out of boredom I went inside my Sensory deprivation tank, well it is the best way to shut all my of my senses. It is a sound proof dark pool and the water has 350kg salt in it to improve floating so I wouldn't drown. It's the best way to relax.

Minutes have passed, I could feel myself imaging scenarios that could happen or had already happened. Minutes feels like days really. I slowly drifted to sleep. This is worst than a psychedelic drug but it's better than do die out of boredom.

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Razikiel's POV

I wonder where she is, I knew that she would be bored today again without anyone keeping her company, I really want to spend some time with her, maybe I should go visit her just today and see if she's ok. I promised to be back soon after all.

I drove their immediately with anxiety starting to settle in, I worried for my girl what if she's freaking out about something I need to ensure she's safe, as soon as I pulled into the drive way I got out of the car and ran inside to look around. Where the hell is that woman?

"Zaden, where are you?" I called her one last time but it seems so useless still. I hit my head when I remembered saying 'my girl' in my wildest dreams!

She's a sweet girl, I'm not supposed to fall Inlove with her since her love for me is a one big man made illusion. I smiled bitterly at the thought.

I'm the one who's supposed to tell you everything, let's just say I'm the only guy who fits at this task.

I checked my phone when I heard it vibrated.

"Meet me at the Den" Psh, later.

I started looking around and stopped infront of her fish tank, I hope she's not using it, I went into the room and saw her in there, I need to get her out I don't think she's ok, I pulled her out of the water and gently woke her.

She slowly opened her sweet eyes and I couldn't help but to stare at them, They are so beautiful. She's beyond perfection.

"Baby what were you doing in there, are you ok you can just call me and I would of come over in a heart beat" I kiss her gently and slowly caress her soft wet cheeks.

She rested her head on my chest and looked like she was just listening to my heart beat, enjoying the sound it made almost like it was soothing her, finally she stared at me like I'm a big disturbance.

"Is it bad to relax? You ruined my relaxation. Tss." I laughed, she glared. So cute.

"I got you pizza." I blurted out, she's like the flash storming out to get her Italian food. Tss.

"Not so fast dear, change your clothes. No buts meet me downstairs." She gave me a quick kiss leaving me dumbfounded.

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@the Den. Third Persons POV.

Razikiel parked his car furiously next to Kazier's, and immediately run inside to talk him. As usual he found him playing with his guns on the shooting range station.

"Up for some shots?" He asked boredly. He nodded in response, He could see that he've already drunk a little.

They had a few shots of 1962 Dalmore, They are both tipsy and started bubbling things.

"Do you love her?" Raz asked, well it's the answer is too obvious he thought "Why not fight for her?"

"Loving her is ending her" he could feel an intense burning sensation but nothing beats the feeling he's having right now. "You see, Love is not for everybody. You need to make choices" Pain is too visible.

"Yeah, I think she's worth more than that" Things are getting serious in here he thought, he looked at me angrily giving me the 'Do you love her' look, I laughed. "She's not that hard to love, Every guy would definitely bow down to her."

Guys are more emotional than women, they are just too good at hiding them. Would you prefer to be in an illusional love or a suicidal one? Either way it's complicated. Either way, you'll get hurt, but that's love, that's life.

They started laughing at each other, celebrating their broken hearts. It's just so depressing to watch.

"Ehh what's this bromance all about?" The squad arrives with more liquor on their hands, "Oh why didn't you guys invited us?" Night said sadly, Brylle and Vlad just observed the two.

They continued drinking all night long, Kazier may be laughing while chit chatting with them yet his mind's flying somewhere out of league. Should he fight for her? Or Should he continue living in his world full of darkness, anger and pain? He excused himself to go to Zaden's place.

He drove his car and stopped 3 meters away from her house. 'Maybe she's asleep' he thought but he immediately got answered when he saw her walking on the balcony with a book on her left and a coffee on her right.

He continued to stare at her from a far, technically that's the best option for now. He didn't leave till he assures she got inside already.

After an hour or two, he sneak inside her room through the balcony, he smiled like an idiot when he saw her asleep. He fixed her blanket and made sure she's comfortable, he kissed her forehead goodnight.

'I'll sort things out Princess, I promise." He said.

He silently stood up and left, before he could get out he stared at her one more time and smiled sadly.