Alone

it's one thing or another ...

"Hey guys ! What's up! " Kellin barges threw the front door of Jaime's house.

"HA! You loose! " Aaron shoots up form the couch, careful not to drop her drink in her hand and does a happy dance , and runs to me .

"Babe! I told you he was going to come! " She says , pointing and jumping like a six year old who win a toy at the fair , and I look at Jamie , then Kellin , who burst into laughter , soon I laugh at their sickened minds .

"Oh you guys are gross!" She hides her face in my arm .

'God , I love how she does this to me .' I think , as Kellin walks toward us . .

"Here ya' go ." Kellin hands her the money .

"Thank you ," She does another happy dance , rubbing her bottom on my front .

'Oh yea .' My conscious speaks for me , 'Control your hormones dude you're as hard as a fucking rock already ' my inner self is laughing at me .

"GET A ROOM!" Jamie jumps in .

"I was just making Tony join my happy dance!" She defends , clearly drunk .

"Yea , Tony's happy alright ." Kellin and Jamie High-five at their disgusting joke ,well I quietly blush .

"It's okay baby , theirs more where that come from ..." She kisses me , and bites my lip .

"I think you've had enough to drink." I say and take the cup from her hand .

"I'm tired now . ." She says , out of the blue , and lies her head on my shoulder .

"Let's go lay you down eh ?" I say , and I look and Jaime and kellin knowing they have some face but instead their acting like making love .

'kids' my conscious flips them off .

I pick Aaron up , as she is too intoxicated to walk up these stares , and carry her to Jaime's extra room .

"Tony.." She says , just as we reach the top , and notice how light her body is .

"Yes, babe.." I say , as she is reaching for my face .

I look down to see her sleeping .

"You're so beautiful , and you're mine . " I say as I lay her down to sleep , and walk to the bathroom to get a Tylenol ,for her head ache that will appear when she wakes up ..

I walk down stairs , carefully not to make to much noise .

"Jamie , have you noticed if Aaron has eaten lately ?" I ask and look at Kellin .

"She is going threw the same thing he went threw when her parents past away ..." Kellin , looks at his feet as he answers .

"Whatever .." I say knowing he's right , I just don't want believe it .

"You know I'm right , you just don't believe it ... Tony you need to stop , avoiding the truth! " Kellin yells , clearly frustrated .

"Will you keep it down! Theirs an angel sleeping up stairs !" I whisper/yell , and I'm getting mad he's defying me , with the right answer .

"I know it's hard to believe the truth , because the truth hurts ... and we love you , all of us . I know you're going to break down soon , I can fell it, and I want to be here to let you know it gets better ." Kellin voice is shaking at the end of his sentence .

"Tony ..." I hear Aaron croak , and I begin to walk up the stairs .

"Ahhhh!! Stop! Stop! Make it stop !Tony! Vic! Mike! Someone!!" She cries , as I reach the room she is shaking violently , and I run to the bed to help her .