We are all a little fucked up .

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"TONY?!?" I scream.

"MIKE!" I listen when I hear a bunch of foot steps, running from up stairs m to down stairs.

"M-m-m-mike help me ..." I said as I walked to Tony where I seen him with my razor in his hand from the night before.

"Tony...~ I take a step closer to him , as he slowly and deeply pushes the blade on his clean tattooed scared skin~ Tony baby, look at me.." I stand in front of him, trying to avoid letting my tears drop, and he avoiding eye contact .

"Aaron, I don't want you to see me do this .." He spits the truth .

"You know I'm not leaving. You know I can't leave you ... " I say , and he blinks back his tears .

"Aaron, I don't know how you survived this ... this, this torture, pain, sorrow, aggressiveness, anger, and brokeness. I don't know how you live so happily, and freely and carefree." He says, dropping the shinny devil.

"I didn't survive, I carry it with me , everywhere I go , everything I do , and say . It's grown on me , as a part of me , and people don't see it , they don't know I blame my parent death on me . They don't know I cut my self , or starve my self or binge , or was anorexic, or bulimic , or suicidal , or anything for that . They see a girl , with a smile , who is always in black , always shy , and quite . Looks can be deceiving ... But don't let people defy you by you're mistakes , and choices . " I say , and something in that speech made him think twice about what he was doing because he broke down in tears , collapsing on his hands and knees , and apologizing .

"Baby , its okay , you've done nothing wrong , lets go take a nap upstairs.. you and I have had a long day ..." I say , and kick the razor away , and we walk up stairs hand in hand , not speaking a work of what happened .

"I'm sorry .." He says when we reach Jaime's extra room .

"No baby , just sleep , don't think about anything , or anyone , rest is what's best ." I say , and take his shirt off of him , after I shut the door .

"I want you .." He says , and my mind goes blank, in like two point five seconds .

"What?" Is all I can manage to say .

"You know what .. I want you .." He says with his voice raspy and lust covering him. The look in his eyes makes me want to just jump on him and give my self to him, but with all of my might I resist.

"Tony, I'm not ready...What I mean is ,, I ...well I .." Before I can finish his lips crash on to fine , and his body quickly finds his way to mine .

'Am I ready for this ?' I question my self

'WHO GIVES A FUCK!' My inner self is riding a 'horse'

'Shit he hit my soft spot'

"mmm ." I lightly moan with my mouth closed.

He starts to grind on me .

"Tony stop." I say, sliding his shirt up and off of him.

"I'm not doing anything~he manages to spit out ~stop"

"Stop", my fingers are tangled in his hair, and I don't have pants on

"Stop" I begin to slowly grind

I nibble on his ear.

"Fuck Aaron .." He moans in my neck .

And before I could think about this happening , their is a knock at the door .

Both of our head jolt to face the door .

"I'll get it." I say , I get out of bed , and notice I don't have pants on . I look around the room what to find some type of cloth .
With no luck

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