All Or Nothing {c.s}

Shawn(mature content)

I walked 15 minutes to the cream coloured house at the corner of the street. Sat in the drive was a pristine black coloured jeep. The patch of grass beside the jeep was evenly cut  and flowers were distributed in patches in the soil surrounding the grass. Id been here many times before but things seemed nicer now. I hadn't been here for at least 2 months, I had decided it wasn't right for me anymore,nothing good was coming from it but here I was again.

I knocked on the door and stood waiting. I was about to leave as the door sprung open.
"Kyra" the boy spoke in disbelief.
"Shawn Mendes" I replied, a smirk taking over my face.
"Erm wha what are you doing here?" He questioned quickly fixing his hair.
"I don't know I miss you" I replied. That wasn't an entire lie.

He opened the door signalling for me to enter.
"Do you want a drink?" He asked as I sat down on his all too familiar sofa.
I shook my head as Shawn took a seat beside me. I examined the intricate details on his face. The freckles that I used to trace my fingers over,playing dot to dot as his breath used to hitch when I dragged my cold fingers down his neck. Shawn wasn't my ex, we never technically dated we just fucked. But it was always more than fucking,we fell for each other but neither of us would admit that. I decided it would be best for us to stop seeing each other because he was getting somewhere with his music and people were starting to pick up on our routine.

I turned my body to face him,placing my icy hands on his thighs feeling the heat from his bare skin seep through to my hand. He looked down at my hand then back to my face and our eyes met. I immediately slammed my lips onto his without hesitation. He kissed me back letting his hands roam my body finally finding their place on my waist, wrapping his fingers in the hooks of my jeans. I straddled his lap as I kissed down his jaw and onto his neck,slowly nipping on the skin leaving aggressive red marks.
I ground my hips onto his crotch as his head fell back his lips slightly parted. I could feel his crotch hardening underneath me. I fell to my knees pulling my shirt off as I did. Shawns lust filled eyes followed my every move. He shuffled out of his shorts to reveal his tight underwear. I pressed my hand lightly onto his crotch as his eyes shot shut and small gasps came from his mouth.
"Kyra stop, I'm not gonna last"
With that I took his underwear off and took him in my mouth.
Within 3 minutes I had his sweating and groaning infront of me.
His hands came to my head pushing it down faster.
"Kyra I'm gonna cum"
With that I immediately stopped and took my pants off.
I slid down onto his member with ease,his eyes closing as I did.
I rocked my hips back and forth picking up my pace each time as I did.
Shawns gasps became more frequent and beads of sweat built up at his hair line. His hips shot up as his thrusts met mine.
"Fuck fuck fuck" I screamed as I felt him cum. His body twitched as he clenched his fists.

I spent another 2 hours at shawns until I realised I was missing school. Even though I had just slept with Shawn I couldn't help my mind from going back to Cole.