So my friend Anna was playing this song on her ukulele and something just flickered I guess.
Anyway here goes:
Our empty heads were heavy with too much helium
So much that we couldn't even focus
Balloons shaped like hearts
Pins and needles slicing them down the middle
So now we can't focus on the world
With all the helium buzzed into our brains
Put there by ungrateful thinking
And everyday
as we are clumping into balls
and rolling ourselves down the streets
full of worry
We think
I hope the sky will never fall onto us
Just know,
We all will fade into the ground one day,
For now let's not just sit by
Watch paint dry
No.
That's not how this flying pen floats.
No.
You know we're both better that
You know...
I'M SORRY
I THOUGHT WE'D BE BURNED INTO THE STARS
BUT NOW WE'RE WORTHLESSNESS
WE'RE NOTHING
STOP. STOP.
NO.
WHAT AM I THINKING?!
tell me what am i doing?
have I let you down?
i remember how insane was that day
you held my hand
told me we haven't failed with our kind of heads.
you know that's just a flower shop card of a lie
than i realize
what are we doing?
we just turned 14
life is still there for us to live
Our helium hearts become full.
And we float away.
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Umm so this one is weird.... I am just trying to tell you, that you shouldn't waste wallowing away your life in a hole of depression,
as some people do.
as sometimes I do.
It's not for long, sometimes a few seconds... sometimes a few days.
I guess my only way to explain this is that I love people too much.
Some more than others
In which I can't dig into detail.
But if you feel like what you want... something you want to happen... can't happen somehow.... You shouldn't waste time in your life tearing tears out of your eyes in your mind, giving yourself stupid headaches for important, but unimportant reasons.
Of course these things should stay as footprints behind you
But
Move on
I know, I know, that's stupid cat poster talk but
For me I fill my millisecond moments of disspare with writing.
So try to find your millisecond moment filler
And live as much as you can.
Ok i'm tired now,
I didn't exactly expect for this to be so long, almost 400 words but just listen to what I wrote.
Ok bye!
~ Lizbeth thy pastelpolarbear658
