13: suicide note

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for a minute,
i thought everything would be okay,
wishing you would have stayed, but
no, this isn't about you, no
i am not dead because of you
but because of many people too.
this world (filled with too much hate)
doesn't need me anymore (i know, i know. i tried to make this work) but
WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?
WHY DO YOU ALL HATE ME SO FUCKING MUCH TO BE ABLE TO WATCH ME SUFFER (AND LAUGH ABOUT IT)?

(you meant the whole world to me)
but now it's just you breaking me.

—almost gone.

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