Love me like you do ||zerrie - Editing

Chapter 1

Perrie's p.o.v

"Umm..Let's sing...Umm..Torn?"Zayn asked me.

"Oh nooo that's a very depressing sooong"I complained.

We wanted to sing something , but we didn't know what.We were in front of a fire that we lit up on the sand, right next to the crashing waves of the sea.We decided to try and find a song , but we couldn't find one...

"What about .Dance with me tonight'?" Zayn asked again.

"I don't know...maybe something more romantic?"I blushed.

"What about 'A Thousand years?"He smiled.

"Yeahh!"I laughed and then kissed his cheek playfully.

He started sounding his guitar and after a few seconds I started singing , followed by Zayn:

"...I have died every day , waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid , I have loved you

For a thousand years , 

I'll love you for a Thousand more..."

"Earth calls to pezz" a sudden voice snapped her out of her thoughts and she abruptly turned around, panicked that the person who interrupted her could read her thoughts.

The girls knew about zayn and ever since the moment she told them about it they hadn't stopped encouraging her to forget him.It was supportive, really, but Perrie knew that she would never really get over him.She just knew.

"Jade--hi!" She smiled awkwardly, trying to avoid the suspicious look her bandmate was giving her.

"You alright there?you seem a little distracted."It was like she immediately understood exactly what or maybe who Perrie was thinking.But then again there wasn't much else Perrie thought about so much that it would distract her.

"Yeah I'm totally fine, don't worry!just thinking about home."Jade nodded, partially wanting to insist, but partially knowing it would be better to leave Perrie some time alone.She and the other girls had pushed Perrie too much in the last few days regarding her ex's matter.Besides, she wouldn't be able to forget him if she didn't really want to.

Her bandmate left the room, and Perrie was left alone once again.Her mind quickly drifted away again, bit this time she stopped it.No matter how hard she didn't want to believe it, the girls were right.Zayn was a finished chapter.She had to stop reading that chapter again and again, since it only made her depression stronger.

Suddenly, a wave of anger striked Perrie . She'd had enough of this. All of it. All of her thoughts and the hope she'd been secretly having all this time. Her mental health was getting worse the longer she was thinking about him, and he was responsible for her anxiety and depression in the first place.She was stronger than this; and she had all the support she needed and more with the girls next to her. She had to stop it. She had to find herself again. And she would. She promised right there and then to herself, that she would do anything to get herself back.