Zayn's p.o.v
I smiled at the little dumb cartoon I was watching. Ah , smiling. I totally forgot how to smile. Especially these past few weeks.
The thing that happened between me and Perrie is all I can think of.The problem is , that thinking of it makes me cry.It's depressing.It's depressing how we became from 'infinite lovers' to 'almost strangers' in a few years.I was hoping that she would forgive me.I was hoping that she would run into my arms , and tell me that she missed me.Or complain to me for letting her alone and not contacting with her for a whole year.Even if she would slap me , I would accept it.IF if she would cry and beat me , I would still accept it.I just wanted her to talk to me , or touch me.Seeing her run away from me with tears in her eyes , made my heart break.And yeah , that's how I forgot how to smile.
The fans are worrying about me ; at least that's what the boys said.They also sad that they made some trends like '#staystrongzaynwearehereforyou' or '#zaynsmileforus'.It's amazing how they understood that I am heart broken ; but it's not really surprising.They always understand everything.Actually , I'm almost sure that they understood that something's wrong with me and Perrie.
I got up and went to the kitchen , hoping to find something to eat.I haven't gone out for ages , and my fridge is almost empty.
After a lot of searching , I found some peanut butter and two pieces of bread.Hopefully I'll sate.
Perrie's p.o.v
Today is the day when I'm going to appear in TV again after 2 whole weeks.I checked my make-up again ; I was wearing black eyeliner , generous loads of mascara , a cute pink lipstick ,loads of make-up , and a little bit of blush. I'm wearing loads of make-up , and , luckily , no one will undrestand that I was crying all those days ;My outfit was pretty simple: I was wearing a plain pink t-shirt , a pair of black leggings , jean shorts , and a pair of black vans.I smiled at my cute reflection , and then followed the girls to the place were the interview is going to happen.The room we entered was pretty cute:the walls were painted in a certain shade of pink , and there were two black and white sofas , decorated with purple , fluffy pillows.I would like to live in a place like this : cute and clean.
Me and the girls sat on one of the sofas and smiled at the camera while the interviewer greeted us.It's okay. I'm gonna be okay.Everything's going to be okay.I looked back at the camera and flashed a smile.Everything's going to be okay.
"Perrie!"The interviewer smiled at me.
It's okay , I'm gonna do this.I can do this.
"Heyyy!"I smiled.
"We haven't seen you for ages , honey!How are you now?Are you okay?"
"Hah!Uhmm , yeah , I'm okay now."I laughed.
"Well , you seem like it."She winked at me.
"Soo there are some questions that we have already asked to the other girls of Little Mix , and we'd like to ask to you too."She made a little pause."What do you think of your new album ,'Salute'?"
"I think it's a very interesting album and we worked really hard on it , and I really hope you like it."I finished , looking at the camera.
"I love it!I heard it yesterday!I may be a little late , but at least I did!"she laughed.
WHAT?!WAIT!!YESTERDAY?!WHAT DOES SHE MEAN DY 'YESTERDAY'?!
I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING OUT NEXT MONTH!
"I'm glad you did."I smiled.Gosh , that's really hard to do.
"Anyway , so we heard that you and the other girls of little mix have had an interview with One Direction."
Oh , no.
"And that you..."
No.
"...You walked away before the interview was done."She gave a sympathetic smile.
I started feeling dizzy and my heart beat lowered.
"Why.."
My stomach started hurting.
"..did you.."
I felt numb.
"..go away?"She finished her sentence.
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Fanfiction"But why did you choose him?I could pretend to be in a relationship with Niall, or Louis or something.But why Zayn?You knew we had a terrible past together and I'm sure as hell you knew that we wouldn't get along." "You don't have a say in what we d...
