Love me like you do ||zerrie - Editing

Chapter 3

Perrie's p.o.v

"It's a bit different."I smiled."Well , a lot different"I added , making everybody chuckle.

"So..We heard you're going to join the Neon Lights tour.Is that true?"The interviewer asked.

"Uhmm yeah...But just for a little bit.And then  we're going to start the Salute Tour"Leigh smiled and made the 'Salute' sign.

"That's great girls!"The interviewer congratulated us.

"Now let's go to Jesy...Rumour has it that you broke up with your boyfriend.Is that true?"

"No!We didn't break up!These are all just rumours.There are always rumours, you know.And it's a bit upsetting...Well, a lot upsetting to be honest, but let's just say that I try my best to ignore them and that there will always be many of them, since we're famous and everyone talks about us."She smiled.

"I'm glad.You're one of my favourite couples and when one of my favourite celebrity couples breaks up I'm moody and mad at everyone.I don't like it at all!It's infuriating.And I'm also glad that you face all these rumours in such a positive way.I mean, some of them are pretty offending, and you seem to handle them pretty damn well!How do you do that?"

"Well, at the start I didn't really face it like that, to be honest.I was so mad and moody and angry at everyone.I didn't like it.Well I still don't, but now I'm just used to it.I talked to my boyfriend about it.He said that's okay.So I gues I'm okay too.If he's fine, then I'm fine."Jesy explained.

"I see.."The interviewer nodded."I guess you're my new inspiration then, Jesy!"She laughed along with her.

"Anyway, so...Jade!I heard that you went to Disneyland with your boyfriend!And there are also some photos of you kissing.Did you have a good time?"

"Whenever I'm with my boyfriend I'm happy.."She blushed.

"Aww Jade.That's so cute."The interviewer chuckled.

"So let's go to Perrie again...Perrie!We heard that you, and Zayn Malik from One direction were dating in the past.Is that true?"The interviewer smiled at me.

My heart started thumping loudly and it suddenly became hard to hear.How did she know?!

"W-What?"I nervously smiled.

Suddenly the door opened, and I was thankful for that. Maybe it's the boyband that will join our inter-

"Oh you finally came!One Direction everyone!"The interviewer smiled widely and quickly hugged them.

I froze.What were they doing here?And especially...what was zayn doing here?!

"So as you probably have realized , the girl band that is going to be in the interview with you is Little mix!"She smiled at us.

I just looked at the ground. I didn't want to face them. And especially Zayn. Me and the girls had managed to stay away from them till now. This can't be happening. I couldn't look up at them. I just couldn't. But I had to. I had to.

I looked up at them. They were looking at us awkwardly. Great.Maybe they know how much of an asshole their friend has been to me. I looked at all of them. Until my eyes met Zayn's. He was looking back at me. I just couldn't stop starring at him. I had missed him so much but I had avoided his thought so much in the past few years that I hadn't even realized it.

I quickly excused myself and went to the bathroom. I opened the cold door and entered, only to slam it behind me. I went in front of a mirror, and stared at my reflection. I wanted to cry, to scream. But I couldn't. I wanted to wrap my arms around Zayn, and ask him why.Why he went away from me, without saying goodbye.But I couldn't. I just couldn't do anything. And all these thought were depressing me.

I broke down. I started crying. I locked the bathroom door, and sat on a corner, the nearest I could find.I couldn't get out of here. I just kept crying , and crying , thinking of my past. The way I started to harm myself only because of Zayn. Because he left me. He left me there, alone. Without saying anything. Without even saying goodbye. He left me crying for days and months, and even years. He couldn't just come back in my life. Not like this. I wish I could forget him. But I couldn't. The past few years have been the worst years of my life. And all this , because of him. Because of Zayn. Zayn Jawaad Malik. He destroyed my life, but I still love him; and it hurts so much. 'Cause just when I thought I could forget him, he's in my life again.

Suddenly I heard someone call my name. It was probably Jade. I quickly sat up and went in front of the mirror, only to face myself in its worst appearance. My makeup was smeared all over my face, and my eyes were red and puffy. And all this happened in only a few minutes. I couldn't let her see me like this. I quickly grabbed some toilet paper and whipped some of my make-up, but not all of it.

"Perrie open the door."I heard Jade.

I ignored her and grabbed some more toilet paper, only to make my make-up worse than it was before.I sighed and threw the paper on the ground, before sitting down next to the door.

"Perrie, please."Jade begged.

I ignored her again, hoping that she would think that I wasn't in there.

"Perrie I know you're in there, I saw you coming in here."Shit.

"If you don't open the door right now, I'm going to tell the interviewer to find someone to open it for me."She warned.

I sighed, knowing that she would do exactly what she'd said if I wouldn't open the door. I got up and unlocked the it, before falling down because of the door hitting me. Actually Jade hitting me with the door.

"Oh my God!Perrie honey are you okay?"She asked worried, before helping me up.

"Why are you in here?Is it because of-"She started talking but I cut her off.

"Yeah."I sighed.

"Perrie you should get over him."

"You're not helping me."

"Uh I know, you're right love  I'm sorry"she cooed and hugged me.

I hugged her back , and started sobbing. She started rubbing my back, and then sat down with me after locking the door again.

"It's okay honey It's okay."She tried to comfort me.

"No it's not Jade."I sighed again , and then got up.

"I..I just...I just wanted to get over him but..."

"Shh you're going to get over him, I know it. You're a strong girl. But till then, we're going to leave this place." Jade said, getting up and grabbing my hand in hers.

"Jade, wait!"

She turned around to face me, worried.

"I can't go out there like this..."

"Of course you can!Now let's get out of here before he comes..."Jade said , but quickly covered her mouth.

"Who will come?"I asked worriedly.

"Uh Perrie I'm sorry..."Jade started.

"But Zayn-"

"Zayn what?"I cut her off.

"H-He's coming here.He wanted to see if you're okay.."Jade mumbled.

"Let's go."I put on a brave face , and dragged her with me.

There was another exit.We exited the building , and then went to our limousine.Luckily, there weren't any fans waiting for us outside. When we entered the limousine we had to explain everything to one of our managers, Georgia. She knew everything about our lives, so she understood the reason why we had to come here, and told one of our bodyguards to call for the others to come to the limousine too, before going to inform the people there that we couldn't finish the interview because of personal problems.

I got more comfortable next to Jade, and she smiled at me. I smiled back, and then remembered that Zayn was looking for me,which made me cry once again, and once again Jade was hugging me, and once again she was  trying to comfort me.

And once again, I was crying for him.