Outcast

chapter 9

{so i wanted to fast forward like an hour in because i didn't really know how to start it but i hope yall enjoy and i'm gonna start uploading regularly after i upload these chapters. i've just been super busy because i moved and just stuffs been going on but um i hope you guys understand - maddy :/ }

zayns pov:
i haven't talked to liam at all for around an hour. we'll be at my house in like ten more minutes and i don't plan on saying anything to him.

i know he's gonna think i hate him and i don't but he lied. he said they don't hurt him anymore when obviously they do.

"zayn please talk to me.." liam said quietly. as we got to a stop light a looked at him slightly.

"why didn't you tell me? why weren't you honest? you know that this hurts the both of us right? you need to be open minded about this kind of stuff okay li..? i know it's hard because of the problems you have and the issues your parents have put upon you. but just try and push through that." i sighed and started driving again when the light turned green.

liam sat there in silence until we reached my house. he got out of the car as soon as it stopped and he ran inside. if he makes it to the bathroom we're fucked.

i bolted after him and just before he made it, i tackled him to the ground and pinned him down. he was crying really hard.

"zayn please.." he cried out.

"no liam you are not doing shit to yourself becomes of the fact that i love you too much to lose you. you're too damn important to this world. what you did was wrong and you hurt me but that is no reason for you to hurt yourself. i love you so damn much okay?" i said in a rush of words.

he let out a soft breath. i got off of him and he stood up. he sat down on my bed and looked at me.

"zayn, mommy and daddy don't love me anymore do they..?" he asked innocently.

i gave him a sympathetic look and shook my head. "baby they never truly did and that's why you have me." i said truthfully and walked over and gave him a hug.

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after getting li cleaned up and we ate dinner and sick we went into my room, got changed and laid down.

i turned on a movie and we just cuddled the rest of the night.

my baby is never gonna hurt again. i'll make sure of it.

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BOI OH BOI OH BOI ITS BEEN SO FUCKING LONG

I LOVE YOU ALL PLEASE DONT HATE ME.

ENJOY THESE CHAPTERS PLEASE.

I KNOW THIS ONE WAS SHORT BUT ITS PAST 3AM AND I CANT WAIT ANY LONGER.

SO WHAT ABOUT BACK TO YOU ITS A FUCKING BOP AND THEN HARRYS SHIT AND NIALLS AND LIAMS HOOOLLYYYY JESUS IM LIVING

ANYWAYSSSZ THATS A DIFFERENT TOPIC SSOOOO

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-maddy♥️♥️♥️😭