Outcast

chapter 10

i'm gonna start putting dates in this okay? okay. ***
23.9.17 (in the story not the dream)
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liam's pov

liam's dream 5.10.17

when we woke up to go to school i felt sick. i brushed it off like it was nothing though.

i didn't feel right. whatever.

we got to school and went inside. everyone stared at me. they looked disgusted.

i liked down at my feet and ran to the bathroom. i looked into the mirror. this just doesn't look right. my usually tan skin was very pale.

eyes blood shot and puffy.

hair all fucked up in different directions.

i looked down at my hands.

all torn up.

red.

cold.

this isn't me. what happened to me.

i walked out of the bathroom and went through the now empty hallways. i saw louis at his locker so after i it my stuff i went up to him.

"louis what's g-going on?" i asked. he gave me a weird look. then his eyes widened and he looked happy. "liam oh my god!!" he then hugged me tight. "where have you been dude? zayn has been looking for you for weeks. he's been so upset. you have to surprise him. but really though where have you been?" he said quickly.

"i-i.. uhm" i stuttered as i thought. holy shit. "i was kidnapped. i was walking around some n-neighborhood and i saw this g-guy. looked familiar. i passed him up. h-he chased me. he wasn't familiar at all after all. he hurt m-me." i said quietly holding back tears.

louis looked at me. shocked. but sad. "oh my god li..." he said and hugged me tight. "we need to get zayn." he said seriously. i nodded. we went to the office and the principal called zayn to the office.

i hid in my hoodie. so he couldn't see me.

"what's the problem sir?" his sad and quiet tone was very visible as he asked the principle. i looked up at him.

breathtaking.

he was wearing a jumper and sweatpants with slides. his hair wasn't done. eyes droopy from lack of sleep.

he looked over at me an his jaw dropped. "n-no." he said quietly. "you left me. not knowing a thing. you're selfish liam. and self centred." he said with a straight face.

although nothing about him is straight.

"get the hell out of my life." he said seriously.

(end of dream)

i woke up screaming and crying.

i couldn't breathe. i felt alone even though zayn was right next to me. he sat up and hugged me. he kissed my jaw, and whispered "baby you're okay. it was a dream. everything is alright. i'm here. always. i love you liam james payne."

"i l-love y-y-you too." i stuttered.

he pulled me close and held my head with his hand and held it to his head so i was listening to his heart beat. it was steady and relaxing.

i wrapped my arms around his bare torso. warm. soft skin.

and there we lay, bare chest laying against each other. i was relaxed. laying in bed
with the love of my life.

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-maddy😪