Outcast

chapter 3

Okay so most of these chapters will be in Liam's point of view because personally I find it adorable.

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Liam's POV

Soon the practice was over so everyone went into the locker rooms.

A few minutes later Zayn, Niall, Harry, and Louis came out and walked over to me.

I was looking down at my feet.

I felt my head begin to pound and I heard a voice screaming at me. It was the voice that I hear in my head a lot.

Stop being such a baby! Talk for once! Be a real person and grow up! You're such a freak!

I covered my ears and closed my eyes tight.

"Please stop. I didn't do anything. I promise I'll be better." I said to the voice quietly.

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I flinched away.

"Hey Liam it's Zayn. Everything's okay. No ones yelling at you. Just forget anything going on in your head and listen to me." I heard Zayn say in a muffled voice.

I uncovered my ears and a few years slipped down my cheeks.

"You alright Li?" Niall asked sitting down next to me and placing his arm around my shoulder.

I shook my head.

"Not really." I rested my head on his shoulder.

I feel that he's going to be one of my best mates.
I liked the thought of that.

"It's okay. It'll get better." He assured me and side hugged me.

"So you ready to go?" Zayn asked.

"Yeah." I whispered.

We stood up and began walking to the parking lot.

As we got to the parking lot, Harry and Louis went to Louis' car while Niall, Zayn, and I went to Zayn's.

Zayn had to take Niall home.

I'm still scared of everything and everyone.

My parents hate me and my sisters have grown to it. I did nothing wrong but they're monsters to me.

When I was younger I was diagnosed with a disorder called Schizophrenia.

I never really understood it. I just hear and see things that nobody else can. Im scared of being at my house. They'll hurt me

"Liam? You alright? You're crying." Zayn asked.

I nodded.

" 'm fine."

We got to Niall's house.

"Bye Nialler. See ya next week." Zayn smiled.

"Bye Zen. Bye Li. Hope ya feel better." He smiled sadly and patted my shoulder.

"Bye Niall." I said quietly.

He smiled widely and walked away, going into his house.

I loved his smile. It made Zayn smile and that was lovely.

The way he has his tongue placed between his teeth and the way his eyes crinkle at the sides.

Every time I see him I feel a weird tingly feeling in my stomach that made me feel good.

I didn't know what it was, but I liked it.

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Soon we reached Zayn's house and walked in.

He took off his shoes and coat and sat on the couch.

I stood at the door awkwardly. I didn't want to take off my coat cause he would see my injuries.

I don't want him to worry.

"C'mere." I walked over to him and sat down.

He grabbed my leg and set it over top of his.

He untied my boot and slid it off.

Again with the other one.

He carefully took off my coat, ignoring my quiet protests.

"My first question is, what happened to you? Why are you all scarred, scratched, and bruised." I looked down at my feet.

I looked over my batman socks and then looked up at him.

"Bad." I whispered.

"Who?" He asked, concerned.

"Family. Scared. 'M not going home. I can't." I said breaking eye contact.

He grabbed my hand.

"I understand. You can stay here if you want. My parents won't mind." He said with a light smile, that made the weird feeling in my tummy happen again.

"Okay." I whispered.

"Zayn." "Yes?"

"What does it mean when you get an odd feeling in your tummy that feels good?" I asked.

"It means you like someone." He smiled again.

"Oh." I said dumbfolded.

"Well then I like you Zayn." I smiled.

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I'm sorry for updating this one so quick but not my Larry stuff.

This one is a bit easier but I am working on new chapters. I also think I'm going to delete 'Can I lay by your side'

Sorry if you like it but I think it's a dud and if I don't like it then I don't necessarily think I should keep writing it.

Love ya

-Maddy💙💜