Beach Love. ✔️

10: Pain of the Past

Your POV
~at the motel, next morning~
"Oh here's your coffee" Jimin said as he passed me a cup of coffee.

After what happened to me yesterday, Jimin helped me to the motel and booked me a room. He stayed up all night beside me. Even though our past relationship didn't end well, he still cared for me. And I appreciate that. He's a great guy too but... it's just complicated.

I silently took it and started drinking. I was still in bed.
"Sorry again.." he suddenly said.
His head hung low.
"You don't need to apologize again. You already did it trillion times before." I softly smiled at him.
He looked back at me.
" but it's my fault. We could've been better together if I didn't-"
I cut him. "It's my fault too. I didn't mean to be that way. I was too busy and preoccupied to be in a relationship, but I still dragged you in. But, it was amazing. All the memories are so sweet. " I smiled at him.
I could see the sadness in his eyes..

☆ Flashback ☆
I just came back from school.
Aaaagh~ it was too tiring. But I could finally visit my lovely boyfriend, chimchim. He's too sweet. He's been bearing with me through all of my business and work. I've been working at some part-time jobs to save up some money until mom finds a job.
Dad left us... It happened about a week ago, but I wasn't surprised. I saw it coming. My parents weren't talking so much lately and I couldn't see the love I used to see. But I'm only child, so no one suffered much. It's now just me and my mom. She's been searching for a job but couldn't settle to a good one. I'm working for now, even though I'm only 14. People would hire me after they know about my situation. Plus, I have a lot of friends and people I'm familiar with. And it helped through my situation.

I finally reached his house. Mr and mrs park usually go on business trips a lot so I'm thinking they're not in town. I saw the lights inside on from the windows so I guess he's home. I prepared his favorite cake and brought some snacks and movies for us to watch. Even though he's older than me, 17 at the time, we met at school and became friends then lovers.
I was about to ring the bell until I realized the door was open. I fully opened it and went in.
"Hello! Anyone home?? Chimchim, I came." I said but no one answered.
I went upstairs to his room.

I guess he's sleeping. Just have to surprise him ;).

"SURPRI-se.." I barged into his room.
To reveal him... with a girl on his lap.
He was sitting on his desk's chair with her lags around his waist and his hands hugging her waist under her top. She was wearing short, high-waisted denim shorts and a cropped pink sweater with her blonde, curled hair down and her hands holding his neck. They seem to have been making out for a while.
"(Y/n)..." he said shocked.
I couldn't wake up. It was a nightmare that didn't stop. The stuff I swallowed the lump in my throat.
"Ah sorry to barge in on your fun. Continue." I said putting a fake smile on my cold face.
I pulled my head back up and looked him in the eyes.

Just hold on a bit.. just a bit more..

"Ah and chimchim, " I said smiling scarily. "We're over." I gave him a glare and ran out.
Crying my eyes out, I ran back home. I closed my bedroom door and slid down it. I held my legs tightly and cried. On and on. I continued. And then slept after more crying. Mom was coming late as usual so I left her some food on the table and went back to sleep. I was disappointed in Jimin... how could he. After everything we've been through, he did that. He cheated. But it's my fault too for not giving him enough. I feel helpless. But what made me feel more miserable is that...

He didn't follow me or tell me to stop.
☆ end of Flashback ☆

But that's in the past. I don't want to get hurt again. It's been about 2 years since it all happened, we should be moving on by now. He kept on apologizing repeatedly after it and I kept on ignoring him because it hurt. Love hurts. Even now, with jungkook, it hurts. I should just leave... I tried leaving. But I always try to stay strong too. There's more to life than love. I have to stay with mom. Protect her and be there for her.
"Ok... never mind that. It's in the past." I spoke breaking the awkward silence building up.
"Yeah." He replied
"So.. what are you doing now? I heard your moved went to America."
"Yeah they did. I'm now finishing my senior year and working at a part time job. I'm planning on becoming an idol soon." He answered.
"Ooooo nice! I wish you luck then." I said excitedly.
"How is your mom?"
"She's better now." I replied back with a smile.
"Why did you run away?" He said suddenly, making me flinch a bit.
"Oh that." I grinned. "Just needed time to myself. To collect my thoughts."
"Oh I see. If you need me, I'm here for you, you know." He said smiling softly.
"Thank you." I said smiling back.
"No problem."
"I have to go now." He said.
"Oh. I'll go out too. I'll take a walk a bit." I said trying to get up. But I can't Yeah ..

I guess my legs got hurt too... ugh

"Oh let me help you." He said as he came to my side.
"Thank you again." I said, laughing softly.
"What's wrong Jimin??" I felt him getting a bit too quite.
"What is that?!" He said trying to compose his anger and getting dark.
"Wh- what is it?" I shuttered a bit... having a hint about what's he talking about.
"That!" He said standing up straight holding my wrist.
"Ugh- oh that.." I said trying to hold the pain.
"I told you to stop doing that."
"I wasn't in my mind when I did it sorry-" i got cut off by the door opening wide.
"(Y/n)!!! You're here!!!!!" He barged into the room smiling largely looking relieved. As he was trying to catch his breath with sweat running down his forehead and neck
"Ju- jungkook?!" I looked at him in disbelief.

He came...
He came for me...

~TBC~
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