Beach Love. ✔️

8: Tired

(A/n): sorry if I did so much changes, but I thought of rereading the story and editing some parts. Thank you for supporting this ff. It's my first so don't have big expectations XD anyways, I am going to name chapters as numbers mostly and try to post more. Ps. I don't have a plan for this ff XD so I'm just creating as I am writing. Enjoy ~
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(Y/n) POV
Tonight is the party...
I really didn't feel like going anymore. A lot has happened. That night when I saw jungkook with that girl, it just broke me. I don't remember much. I just remember crying on the beach for hours. I remember a warm feeling I felt, but don't know who or what was it. I think I was just dreaming because I woke up on my bed. I must've came back half asleep since I cried too much.
I feel broken. I can't believe what I'm saying right now. I feel stupid. But whenever I see him, I can't help but feel the urge to cry. So, I ended up avoiding him. But I can't anymore, at least I can't tonight. We're going out as a group. I hope I don't start being dramatic.
"(Y/n)! We're going to get ready. Take a bath and come out so we can get started." Yelled (f/n).
I felt bad since I haven't told anyone what happened. But I had a feeling they knew something was off.
"Ok!" I yelled back.
I went to the bath room and started stripping myself. (F/n) and Jenny already took their turns and there's still a couple of hours until the party. I had the bath all to myself.
I took off my hair tie and turned on the hot water. I decided to take a shower then sit in the tub. The hot water slid down my figure, but I felt another liquid dripping down my face. I knew what it was. I knew why. His face comes to my mind. I'm just a crazy, jealous bitch right now... but I can't help it. I love him.
I took a fast shower and turned on the water in the tub. I watched it how it filled up. I wore my robe and ran to bring my speaker and phone, to play some music. But then...
" Jenny... I think something is wrong with (y/n). She always shares everything with me. I am her best friend... or so I thought. I feel like I did something wrong. Did I?!" Stated (f/n) while softly sobbing.

Huh.... what no!! You didn't do anything wrong.
I guess I'm just too much trouble for everyone..

I turned off everything and ran to my room.

I have to stop this.

I got wore a pair of black comfy jeans and a hoodie on top (pic above) . I put a cap on and got my small backpack. I stuffed my notebook, sketchbook, pencil bag, headphones, charger, and phone.

I have to go.

I quickly ran out of our dorms. I could see Jenny and (f/n)'s faces. But I had to leave. I needed to clear my thoughts.

I ran quickly to the closest bus station. I waited a bit. But it took so much time. I couldn't wait.

Maybe they came after me.

So I walked a bit farther away. I decided to walk on the beach a bit and stay in a motel for now. I texted my mom telling her that I'll be staying with some friends after the trip So that she doesn't have to worry.

So, yup. I ran away...

~TBC~