My Darling Cowboy

Chapter Six: Home Is Where The Heart Is

"Are you crazy? What would your brothers think? No! Good lord Cas. What is going on with you?" He rambles off stepping away from me like I've hit him. You can see the frustration coming off him as he runs his hands over his face and through his hair.

What have I done? I shouldn't of been so blunt. No, I must stick to it. I have to make him.

I here him sigh sitting down on the wooden bench next to the barn door. Watching him sit there, his elbows resting on his knees and his face in his hands I see his exhaustion. How could I be so blind to it. He's been working him self to the none for this farm. He'll sacrifice everything jus to bring his father's dream to life.

Silently slipping of the table I try my best to limp the ten feet to him. Noticing me he lifts his head and sighs leaning back on the barn wall. Dropping his hands to his sides. "Cas, wh-"

"Shhh... " I coo reaching out to caress his cheek. "You're exhausted Col, I can see it all over you." Running my hand up the side of his face to slid my fingers through his hair moving it to the side. His eyes slowly close as his head acting on its own accord leans into my touch.

"Let me take care of you." I say moving onto the bench so I'm straddling his waist. I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him.

"Cas, we ca-"

"Shhh.."

"Sweet pea, you don't know what you're doing to me." He lets out as if fighting some internal struggle.

"Col, my dear Col." I whisper to him not will to let him create space between us. "Jus hug me, I promise it'll be okay."

I can feel his hot breath caress my neck as he sighs in defeat wrapping his arms around me. One going around my lower back and the other angled up to my shoulder holding me tenderly at first and then more forceful as if he is beginning to find a home in my embrace as I do his.

Seeking to be closer to his heat I slid my hips forward.

"Huu..." I gasp slightly feeling my core brush against something hard. Oh gosh, oh gosh. I was right he does want me. Not being able to stop myself I grind my hips against his creating such an impeccable friction I'm forced to hold my breath to stop my self from crying out.

"Cas, sweet pea..." he murmurs huskily moving his hands to my hips. "Y-you gotta stop that." Tightening his grip on my hip he try to still my movements but I wouldn't let him. I started moving harder and faster. Moving my hands to his shoulders letting one hand trail down his chest and the other move to the side so I can begin kissing and nibbling on his neck.

I can hear his breathing getting heavier and his grip on my hips lessen. I know he wants me, it causing this need in me to get so bad a can't take it. I need him.

"Ple-" I start to say losing my breath due to my hard pace. "P-ple-ase" I get out shakily begging him.

"What Cas?" He asks griping my hip punishingly holding me against him to I can't continue. I whimper in protest and buck my hips but it's no use he is to strong.

"Tell me Cas, what do you want from me?" He asks pleadingly, as if he cannot figure it out. He may jus need to hear me say it to accept it.

"I-I-I n-need.." I stammer lust clouding my mind. If only he'd jus take me.

"What do you need sweet pea?" He asks gingerly. As if he's trying to make me better and better so ache in me. An ache I feel deep in my core that only he can relieve.

"He-help me, please?" I murmur before biting his neck and kissing it. Making him tilt his head back and grip my hips harder. "I need to.." I pause to kiss down the base of his neck. "Please?" I beg willing to get on my knees for him, which is actually a good idea.