My Darling Cowboy

Chapter Eight: Letting loose

I was angry, no livid, or maybe I was jus plain hurt from the rejection of it all. I finished grooming Nel hours ago and am currently working out my frustrations sweeping out the barn. I know he wants me. That much I know, but this game he's playing is too much. I may be head strong and a tad dramatic but at least I'm true to my wants and emotions. Where he seems to cover up all his with his cold distant exterior, and oh how I love his exterior. No! You're upset very very upset. Oh who am I kidding, I still yearn for him. Finishing sweeping the last bit of dirt out of the barn I lean the broom against the wall and sit down on the bench.

Leaning against the wall I sigh to myself, now what? I could give up... or I could seduce his brains out like the cunning minx he and I know I can be. Now how should I do this. Hmm.. I think I need a night brainstorming with my partner in crime. Oh gosh, how could I wait so long to tell her about last night!

Grabbing my phone out of my pocket and dial S's number quickly. I'm filled with such a giddy feeling, I may not have gotten exactly what I wanted but at least I am getting somewhere with this man.

"Hey!" I hear S's cheerful voice chime through the phone.

"Oh my gosh, you won't believe what happened last night! It was amazing! Ended awfully, but amazing non the less."

"Ahhh! I'm so excited and intrigued. Please jus tell me!"

"Wanna hangout out tonight? I need some quality bestie time!"

"Heck yes!"

"Yay! I was hoping you'd be free. My Brother Kevin and parents are gone for the weekend, some rodeo thing. Ad's supposed to be looking after me but he's got his hands full with the farm. We'd have the house to ourselves basically."

"Yess! Be over as soon as I can babe. I need an us night so bad."

"I know, it's been far too long."

"Ok well i gotta go, I'll see you soon."

"Alrighty, have fun."

***

The thought of a nice relaxed night with S has jus wiped away all of my frustrations and jus left the happiness I have from knowing that along with all the people I have in my life that love me, I have a gorgeous man that desires me. So what he is in denial, I can snap him out of it. He is worth it.

After showering and dressing in a pair of high waisted denim jean shorts and my favorite navy blue and white stripped tanktop, I heard S come inside.

"Hellooo" she called.

"Coming hun" I say running down stairs.

Seeing S wearing the cutoff shorts I made her I couldn't help but smile. She looked gorgeous. Her redish brown hair being brought out by her red strapless babydoll shirt showing off her ample chest and gracious curves. I know my brother will come around and see her for the amazing person I do. And then she'll be officially apart of my family.

I've always been jealous of her curves. Compared to her I'm a stick figure. I am by no means as skinny as an underwear model but I'm healthy with fair size boobs and a fairly nice ass. I know my looks are desirable but I'm not going to let it go to my head. My hair is long and blonde ending halfway down my back.

"Cas!" I heard Ad yell coming out of the kitchen and coming face to face with S. I could see his eyes widen a little before he quickly turned to me not bothering to acknowledge S. "What do you want to do for dinner? I still have to run and pick up some stuff for the farm and have to try and get that fucking tractor working!" he trails off taking his hat off and running his hand through his hair.

"Gosh, language Ad." I half heartily scold him.

"Sorry, got a little carried away. So wanna jus order some pizza? You know what I like." he added knowing I'm alway down for some pizza. "Oh and order extra I may have bribe someone to give me a hand with that dang trainwreck of a contraption outside." Muttering something about money in the kitchen he turns heading to the back door not so much as even looking at S again. That's strange. I mean normally he isn't that short or that rude, I mean he usually at least say hi. Deffiently odd.

Looking at S I can see how rejected she feels.

"Hey! I got an idea! Follow me." I say jumping off the last step and dashing into the kitchen. I grab a pitcher of homemade ice tea from the fridge and make some fairly strong long island iceteas.

"You're a genius!" S says catching onto my idea. "I haven't drank since that grad party last month."

"Oh that was a top night!" I smile remembering all our fun adventures.

Sitting down at the table we finish our drink and pour our second while we order pizza from the best place that delivers. I start filling her in on everything that happened with Col and next thing I know the door bell is ringing.

"Ahh, it been 45 min already, wow." I give S the money and she goes to get the pizza while I begin to pour us our.. hmm I'm not sure how many but I'm feeling great!

"What?" I ask seeing S blushing and giggling as she entered the kitchen.

"You remember that cute kid from our Chem class? Well he was the delivery guy and damn can he flirt. Its jus nice to be nice noticed I guess."

"Awe, honestly you deserve to be happy so jus do what ever will make you happy hun."

"Its jus so hard not being able to get what you want.."

"Well I can't fix your problems but I know what I can do.."

Grabbing some tequila from my parents liquor cabinet, some limes, shot glasses and salt I prepare to cheer my bestie up party style. Cranking our fav songs we do a shot or few and start talking about everything but the men that trouble us.

** 30 min later**

"What the hell is going on here?" demanded Ad standing in the door way.

Oh my goodness, my eyes whip to the door. What? Why is he here?

**Author's Note**

I jus realized I might not of written a description of Cas, or maybe I did and jus didn't find it when I looked but anyway to clear it up I added one into this chapter jus to be sure.

I'm sorry if they're any inconsistancyies in the story

Xoxo