Hot Little Ponies

your loving

something for nicollettenikki

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How long had I known him?

“Fifteen years.” He whispered to me. I gazed down into those emerald orbs. I felt a smirk form upon my face, how had he known what I was thinking of? I guess it was of because of our time together… After so long, I guess you can be able to guess what the other may be thinking. It amused me.

“Yeah?”

My hands were shaking, and his breathing was rigid. Nervous was an understatement to the emotion coursing through us.

This boy, oh man, I burned for him. Literally. The warmth that spread through me when he ran his hands over me, and this was without skin on skin contact.

I breathed in deeply.

“You ready?”

He hesitated before nodding. I exhaled loudly as I started to bunch his shirt up to get it over. This was happening. I couldn’t believe it! I was going to have sex with my best friend… Oh god, why couldn’t I stop shaking? My lips quivered as I spoke, “I-I’m sorry.” I pushed and pulled his shirt up and over his head. He smiled up at me as I ran my hand against his chest,

“What for?”

I didn’t know…

His hands went for my belt. I swallowed. I could feel his hands shaking as he struggled to remove my belt then my pants.

This was happening right now. I was on top of him. We were kissing, clumsily, of course, but still his lips were on mine. I reached for the lubricant on the bed side table, it took a few times, couldn’t quite grasp it. We broke apart and he watched me pour it out on my fingers, “Uhm…” I muttered, “C-Can I?” He nodded.

I swallowed.

I gently pressed my fingers against his entrance. I met some resistance as I pushed into him further and my fingers entered him. I watched his expression contort. He didn’t seem to like it.

“Keep going.”

Obviously. We had to get through this first.

In and out. Simple as that.

We continued like that for a bit, and I kissed him softly, and he rubbed me.

This was… Something else.

I broke our kiss apart then gripped his thighs to spread his legs. I stared into his eyes, “M-May I?” He nodded at me.

I bit my lip. What was I doing?

I pushed myself into him.

Oh fuck, that was all I could think. Oh god. I looked down at him. He was smirking… Sort of. It was hard to read him right now, my mind was in another place. He felt great, and I just couldn’t bear it.

“I love you.”

Of course I did. Fifteen years. I waited fifteen years for this moment. Even when I didn’t know what sex was, this was what I wanted.

I leaned over to kiss him gently.