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   A few years after we met, we were wed. the wedding wasn't big, just some relatives and friends. she looked stunning, i cried tears of joy the moment i saw her. she moved in with me in my studio apartment, we were happy.
   Two years after our wedding, we decided to try and start a family. we tried so many times but, Cedar wouldn't get pregnant. We tried everything. we were about to give up, but she took a test and it turns out, she was pregnant.
    We went to the doctor a bit after for a check up. the doctor then said that...it was a miscarriage. Cedar's expression collapsed as i watched her face crumple. she looked at me, tears filling her eyes "a-at least w-we tried" she sobbed. i hugged her and rubbed her back, wanting to cry, myself.
   

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