Lams Oneshots

Stealing my Affections

Set in Hamiltime

Alexander sat under the dim candelight as he slaved over a recent piece of parchment that had taken over most of his daily routines.

On this parchment so far he'd written what follows:

My dearest Laurens,
  
   It is shameful of me to confess this, but it must be done. You have stolen my affections from the moment you emerged at that tavern, highly intoxicated. My feelings are a sin and vile but I have no regards for what others think any longer, Laurens. I need you in my life as in a more than platonic relationship-

As he was writing he began to muse to himself about an acquaintance of his that goes by John Laurens. This man was the reason for his slaving over the parchment. For, he had stolen his affections without consent and this was highly upsetting considering how sinful it would be to relay these emotions to the freckle clad acquaintance.

Alexander sighed a sigh filled with regret, wonderment and most of all want.

Alexander can vividly recall when he began to lust after Laurens. It was the night he had met Aaron Burr and was offered a drink and gratefully accepted the thought of an all expense payed drink with the prospect of meeting new acquaintances.

Upon accepting this he'd met Mr. John Laurens and fallen smitten with the man.

He was fairly tall and had gorgeous medium length black curly hair that he kept in a constant hair elastic. His skin was a wonderfully ecru and he had a generous peppering of freckles all across his features. His eyes pools of  dark chatoyant wonder. Pools filled with youthful entity.

A perculiar rap was heard at the inlet of Hamilton's quarters according to the rhythmic pattern it was John.

"Enter." Hamilton hollered towards the aperture. Soon afterwards the latter stepped in.

"Alexander." Laurens vivaciously spoke as he entered.

"Greetings to you aswell." Alexander responded with continuity.

"Are you fairing well Alexander? You seem downtrodden." He inquired concern in his voice.

"I am fairing well, Laurens. And you?" Goodness he's extremely hard to make prolonged eye contact with.

"Alexander I must speak to you about a subject of high tenor and I would prefer your attentiveness at it's highest level." He said slowly taking the ink submerged quill from my hand.

I look up into his eyes and try to deduce his feelings but all I received was a horribly clouded mix of anxiety and determination aswell as another emotion I couldn't identify.

He exhaled loudly and began speaking.

"Mr. Alexander Hamilton you have ensnared me in the trap that is commonly known as love. It is a unspeakable sin for me to feel other than platonically attached to you, but I am and I have nil intention to alter my heart. I understand that you in a highly justifiable way wish to cut off all means of contact with yours truly and I understand I just yearned to let you know." He concluded by now drawn to tears.

I leaned forward wiped the tears away and said

"I must let you know your affections aren't unilateral."

He smiled that beautiful disease curing smile. Before encasing my lips in a moment of passion without words.

Once the moment passed he pulled away and requested to court me I of course happily obliged.

Alright I did it first chappie down idk how many more to go hope you enjoyed this chap