How did i get so lucky to have you? (Nouis) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter two

I sniffles still looking at Harry you see me and Harry are secretly dating but shh no one can't know i'm not ready to tell everyone i'm gay plus i'm in love with Louis but he's not gay he have eleanor that sad but that how is it...oh and Harry is bi not gay but i'm totaly okay with that i mean he's great and all but i'm not totaly over Louis...it's so hard I really do love Louis..

"I love you Ni" Harry whisper in my ear so the others wouldn't heard him i blushes a little.

"Shit! Guys we need to go now!" Liam shout i flinch and slowly look at him. Oh yeah forgot its was recording day we was gonna record little things I sighs because i knew something was gonna happen we all crowed in the vans with paul help i sighs sitting between harry and louis.

"Everything alright Ni?" Louis ask i nodded slowly and fake smile

"Yeah..it's all fine" I answer him he shook his head knowing i was lying but he didn't want to bother me more so he just nodded and look outside the window i swear i could see a tear rolling down his cheek but its probly just my mind playing tricks on me i feel a hand on my knee i slowly look up and smile a little at Harry he lean toward me and whisper in my ear.

"You sure your okay?" I shake my head tears start to fall down Louis look over at me and sighs

"Ni..." Louis say softly I wait for the vans to stop and i jump out i get grabbed i try to push past them i just wanted to be alone i heard Louis and Harry yells my name I ignore them i couldn't stay around them anymore it's was hard to breath right now there was too much people around me i gasp for air i feel someone wraps their arms around my waist and next thing i know everything become black.

~not that good but anyways...hope you guys like it atleast ~