How did i get so lucky to have you? (Nouis) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 18

Louis pov
I wake up and smiles at my Niall sleeping in my arms he must of came home late and he falls asleep with me on the couch aww he look so cute when he sleep. I kiss his temple softly and see him open his eyes slowly i smiles widely.

"Goodmorning my cutiepie" i said and he blushes i giggles and pecks his lips.

"Morning Lou" he said with his morning voice damn that so sexy. God i could just make love to him right there right now but i won't not where everyone in the house and mostly not after what he told me that happen to him i will never never force him to do something he's not ready to do.

"How my baby this morning?" I said pecking his lips he smiles and lay his head on my chest.

"Have a head ache" he pouts and i giggles and get up. i get a glass of water and some pain killer for my cutie pie and hand it to him.

"Here sweetie" i kisses his cheek and smiles.He slowly take it and sits up.

"thanks you babe" He said while pecking my lips i smiles and kiss his hair oh how much i love my baby, he just so cute and adorable.

"you need anything else babe?" he shake his head and lay his head against my chest i smiles and runs my fingers in his hair softly. he softly fall back asleep i smiles and kiss his forehead i gently cover him up so he wouldn't be cold i smiles when i see Harry come downstairs he smiles and get his phone out i pouts. he giggles and take a pictures he smiles happily.

"too cute" i blushes and he giggles.

"shut up haz" i pouts and he rolls his eyes

'sorrrryyy Loulou" i whines at the nickname, no one call me that except Nialler my little cutie pie that sleeping on my laps, ugh he's just so cute and i love him so damn much i don't know what ill do if i loose him. i will probly kill myself if i loose him there no way i can't go without him he's the love of my life i might sound like super gay but i don't care he's the one i love and more than i love Eleanor or all my exes. I will never ever hurt him i promise myself that if i hurt him, ill just kill myself i can't bear to see my baby hurt i just can't i just want him to be happy with me or without me...but i don't want to think that he's happy with someone else than me...that just hurt me *Sighs* damn i love him wait i'm in love with Niall James Horan.

"hello earth to Louis" i guess i was too much in my mind that i blocked Harry out, oops.

"uh? oh sorry Haz" he smiles softy and sits down next to me.

"what sup?" he ask knowing there was something up.

"oh nothing i was just thinking." he nods and kiss my cheek.

"you know i'm here for you if you need anything Lou" i nods and smiles slowly.

"thanks Haz it's mean aot it's just i'm scared to loose him" i said while lookings down at Niall.

"don't worry you won't loose him he love you too much i can see it just the way he look at you and smiles wide when he heard your name he's In love with you Lou and i feel really bad that i kinda used him and he didn't deserve it but i'm happy that you two find each other, you two are just so cute together and made for each other. but i swear you hurt him your dead, he's my bestfriend and i want him happy and i know you make him happy" he said i blushes and smiles i was glad that Niall feeled the same.

"i won't hurt him never will i promise if i do ill kill myself" he smiles and ruffles my hair.

"i'm happy that you love him back" he said smiling and get up. i smiles slowly and nods.

"i will never stop loving him he's the love of my life i will die for him" he kisses my cheek.

"i sure hope you will but Lou just be careful with him will you? he's the only one i have left the others hate me...and it's actually suprises me you still talk to me when i hurt Niall badly.." he said looking down, i frown yes he hurted my baby but Niall forgive him and plus Niall need his bestfriend,his confident one i will never stop Niall to talk to Harry.

"Haz listen the guys are stupid to not talk to you and hate you yes you hurted Niall but he forgive you and i don't hate you,you hurted my baby but i'm glad that he's happy and okay now that all what matter to me you know" he nods tears slowly streamins down his cheeks i didn't want to make him cry..I slowly hugs him and rubs his back softly.

"don't cry Hazz i'm sorry i didn't mean to make you cry" i start feeling so bad i hate making people cry and mostly my friends.

"i-i'm sorry....i'm such a baby..." he said i shake my head and wipes his tears away.

"it's okay Haz it's okay really" he nods slowly and lay his head on my shoulder i smiles softly and looks over at Niall that was still sleeping. how cute can he be uh? my i'm so in love i sighs dramaticly making Harry giggles.

~sorry for this crappy chapter but hope you like it...and merry christmas eve/christmas be safe everyone and enjoy yourself with your family :) love all of you♥ -NarryBoo♥~