How did i get so lucky to have you? (Nouis) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter One

I wake up and sighs slowly making my way downstair,I didn't notice the others was already up. I walk to the kitchen and grabs myself a bottle of water since i can't eat..well yeah okay ill be honest i can eat but you see i'm too fat to eat so i'm not eating? More like a question to myself but it's true i'm too fat. It's been two month i didn't touch any food i know i know wow! Niall Horan not eating well it's not really a big deal for me i guess.

"Niall!" I heard Louis yell I flinch i hate being yelled at. I turn around to look at him.

"Mmh yeah?" I jump when he snap the bottle of water out of my hand, I just look at him weirdly

"Eat. Now." He scoff at me I frown and shake my head

"I'm not hungry" I answer him truthfully okay no..i'm really hungry Louis shake his head and yell.

"Guys! here now!" I gulp when they all run in

"Yeah Louis?" Liam asked I glares at Louis and shake my head at him

"Niall doesn't want to eat." Louis said Liam looked at me and sighs

"We know Niall we noticed you didn't eat don't even try to deny it!" Liam yell, I froze looking at him blankly Liam never yell never.

"Shut up Liam! just shut up! don't fucking talk to me you guys don't even know why i don't eat so shut up!" I yell at him i feel a little bit bad for yelling at him because i could see his face soften and tears threaten to escape from his eyes.

"NIALL JAMES HORAN!" Harry screamed I flinched and back away hitting the wall. I closes my eyes ready to be hit, but nothing happen I slowly open my eyes. They was all staring at me oh shit...i forgot i didn't tell them about my dad was doing to me

"You think i was gonna hit you?" Harry slowly ask with sadness in his voice, I slowly nods not looking at one of them

"Oh Ni! i would never hit you never i promise" he say softly I slowly nods at him

"Why would you think he would hit you Ni?" Louis ask worried I slowly look at him and bites my lip i wasn't ready to tell them not yet it's was to hard

"Nothing..." I slowly say hoping they would believe me atleast

"Niall..tell us no secrets remember?" he say i sighs he was right no secrets but i couldn't tell them that and neither that i was gay...but i had no choice to tell them about my dad..

"M-my dad...h-he w-well..u-used to..hit me.." I stutter i didn't have the courage to told them that he was raping me..too it's was too much for now. They all look at me shocked great now they will think i'm stupid to let my dad to this to me.

"Oh my god! Ni that horrible!" they all exclaimed i flinch and they attack me with a groups hugs a tears slowly fall down my cheeks Harry slowly wiped it away.

"Oh Ni don't cry..." Harry softly say when they all pulled away from the hugs.

~i know it suck for the first chapter but i'm not that good at writing story but i try atleast...-narryboo💚.~