How did i get so lucky to have you? (Nouis) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Four

Louis pov

It's been two month that Niall dissapeared...I miss him Harry keep blaming himself well it's kinda his fault he didn't need to do all this to Niall that hurted him...I wanted to run after Niall that day but he was so fast i couldn't keep up with him...i miss him so much i just wanna heard his laugh again his smiles his gorgeous face i need him i sound despered well i'm I Louis William Tomlinson is in love with Niall James Horan yes i'm since that day when Harry say that niall was i wanted to grabs niall and kiss him but he run out and since that day hes missing just thinking about it i want to cry.

"Louis!" I heard my name being yelled from downstair i groans not wanting to get out of bed i just wanted to be with niall.

"Louis! get down now! They had found someone!" Liam yells my eyes shot open i runs downstair as fast as i could.

"Is it niall?! Please tell me is him! Please please!" I beg Simon sighs and look at me

"Yes louis is...Niall but hes in a bad condition..." Simon say my heart break when i heard what he say i gulped

"H-hes gonna b-be fine right?" I asked trying not to cry right infront of them

"We don't know louis...he's really weak..he's so skinny louis...they beat him up pretty badly..." Simon answer i fall down on my knees and burries my face in my hands starting crying

"I-i should o-of stop him...i-i should of stop him..it's all m-my fault" i cry hard i feel someone put his hand on my shoulder i cry even more

"No..Louis it's not your fault at all..it's mine i shouldn't of done this to him...i break him" harry said i get up angry crying

"YEAH IT'S ALL YOUR DAMN FAULT HARRY YOU FUCKING BROKE HIM YOU DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT HIS FEELING " i screamed at him i punch the wall making a hole in it i cried even more hard. Liam come over to me and try to calm me down.

"Shh Louis...shh lets go see Niall yeah?" he whisper quietly i nods slowly i just wanted Niall right now i needed him. Harry look down i walk past him he grabs my wrist and i try to shook his hand away but he keep his grips on my wrist.

"I-im sorry...i-im so sorry Louis...i-i was jealous...i-i fucking was jealous! I love you!..." Harry said i look at him shocked wait..he love me? But i..love niall...so damn much..tears start to form in my eyes.

"I-i don't l-love you..i-i love niall..i-im sorry..."i mumbles he sighs and nodded slowly i follow liam and simon. I climb in the car and look outside the window all the way to the hospital when we got there i almost runs out before the car was parked i just wanted to see niall now.

"W-what room?" i asked simon slowly

"143B" he mumble i nods and rans up to niall room i gasped when i walk in there was alot of machines on him it's was breaking me seeing him like this it's was so hard i see a empty chair by his bed i slowly walk over and sits down. I grabs his cold hand in mine and interwines my fingers with his.

"Niall...damn..how do i start this..since you left that room..2 month ago..all i can think of was you...i miss you so much Ni..i need you...yes i'm in love with you Niall James Horan...please just wake up for me...i need you...i fucking need you badly...your my life...i know it's sound weird since we are not together but..your the only one i want.." I told him i know he couldn't heard me but no one said i couldn't try tears was streaming down my face i feel simon hand rubbing my back. I sniffles and slowly look up at him he smiles softly at me.

"Louis he will be okay.." He told me i nodded slowly and start crying he hugs me i hide my face in his chest hugging him back.

"I-i need him u-uncle Si...i-i just need him..." I mumbles in his chest crying he rubs my back softly whispering things in my ear i slowly fall asleep.

~im thinking of deleting this story...no one read it...im guessing its not good...-narryboo.💚~