Absolution

Special Chapter: Colors

Cassiel

His ebony black wings are unique and exquisite unlike any other angels here in Heaven.

The way his dark mysterious eyes regarded everything with a unfathomable intelligence in their depths.

But his smiles are what I treasured the most for I know a few angels only can see it and I am lucky that I live everyday to see him smile and laugh.

Though granted, all angels are almost the same but there is clearly a difference between Azrael and I.

Our preferences which separates us among the others.

Discreetly, we do some things that where our bodies speak to their language and an endless pillow talk under the blankets.

Those are the secrets that we must and should keep till eternity.

We found love in an unexpected time where we started as bestfriends turned into unconventional lovers.

I know the moment I saw him there is a spark blossomed in my heart that at first I couldn't understand.

Yet, surprisingly, he is the one who boldly told me that he loves me not as his bestfriend and not as the angel of Misery but Cassiel.

"Forgive me if I have to cut you out from your train of thoughts but I don't want you to get distracted while I am making love with you." heat creeped up in my cheeks as I realized in what situation we're in.

To hide my embarassment, I absentmindedly run my finger against his cheek, down to his lips and to his neck.

Even with the dimness of the room, I can see him as he closes his eyes and as he sighs happily with my touch.

Just like old days.

My sanity nearly left me when his hand touches my bare thigh and I shiver under his warm carress.

I bit out a whimper when I see him smirk down at me "You don't need to conceal that cute sound, Cas. No one will hear us here." he teased as he started to run his hands up and down to my thighs.

"Shut up, Az. You don't tell me what to do." I tried to act grumpy but I ended up whimpering under him.

And Death, a saddist that he is enjoys his sweet torment against me.

When his lips makes a contact on my skin, I hold on to my dear sanity to stay with me.

My hands flew up to his hair and grabbed a fistful of it because of the sensation he is giving me.

I feel like I might explode in anticipation to his next move. I cannot take it anymore, I want him.

I need him.

"Az please.." I begged.

He chuckles in my ear "Please what, Cas? Care to elaborate?" he asks while spreading my legs apart and pulling up my tunic.

I didn't even give him my answer yet when be entered me roughly, I burried my fingers against his back as I cried out his name in the middle of darkness.

He is the only one I can feel at the moment, nothing but him.

His thrust and our rhythm, the whispers of love and promises fills my world of colors that only him can give.

He is the only one I need and we will fulfill our dreams together.

Forever.