a shy, quiet girl inherits all her grandmother's vintage belongings.
"amelia," whispered the thinning, cracked lips of a loving woman.
"my lovely girl. have all my finery and jewels, for i've always known you're an old soul. show them the other side of you. get yourself out."
before amelia repels, lady's hand loosens against amelia's grip.
this memory looms in her dreams, awake or not. she grows into an elegant woman, rich and not easy to touch, lonely and a doll. people adore her, but only her vintages and fashion.
"grandmother," she thought. "i am in a trunk of old riches, but i have no one. would i die an old soul by myself?"
maybe lady's last words didn't mean she should've been born before 21st, not even close. perhaps it wasn't because of her taste of jazz and frills and laces and pearls and audrey.
maybe all this time, it wasn't meant as a praise. all the while her grandmother could see, even before: she would die an old soul, alone and no one to cry on her grave. a little luxury might make her feel better.
dearest grandmother, nothing did.
dearest amelia, all i wanted was for you to step out.
dearest grandmother, they only liked my facades.
