Words Unspoken

Wrist Cut 1

                     

                          Hi, I'm Andy. Call me Annie as what my neighborhood calls me then since we moved to a town last three years. From that day on, everyone started to call me Annie even though Andy isn't that match to Annie. Anyway, people used to it or perhaps that neighbor next to us has the problem in hearing. 

                         I started to go to College since 2012 and I realize High School is way too different than College Life. I took Bachelor of Science in Physics and I haven't any idea if this was suppose to be my dream career. In short, I decided without taking any further knowledge about what course should I take.

                        I enjoyed College, yes. My course would take four years to surpass the challenges and to realize that I'll be performing sciences, laboratories and experimentation about 'PHYSICS'. As a new fellow country girl in the area, I don't have that much of friends, Oh! To make it clear, I don't have a friend in the area neither in the school where I officially enrolled.

                    Will you ever questioned yourself about your future? I mean, your future life? Will you ever get married to a handsome guy, who works with a stable job, and who will truly loves you? Well, as I grow up a bit, I aged at 16 and haven't any idea yet if I'll ever be married. The reason why? I hate guys. I mean, I am not that bitter or something, I just really don't feel it. 

                     Almost all of my classmates thought that I am a lesbian or an Alien who exist in this world without feelings. Yes, I admit I am a numb person. All I did was to feel a bit different. I am really that different and never wanted to have that kind of affection as what everyone can't live without. 

                       I aged day by day, and it's almost three years passed and finally I'll be going to get my Diploma and finally can able to land a job. I realized that was all just a dream. 

                     Let's get back to the beginning...