The Knock (a Lance Gross// Lauren London Love Story)

It's All Over Ch.14

We both got out of the car and shut the doors. I walked to his front door and waited on him to unlock it. When he unlocked the door, his house was all black and white in the inside. Black and white paintings hanging on the wall, everything. It was soooo gorgeous.

I guess he saw me smiling because he said "You like what you see?" He is sooo handsome, light skinned, blue eyes. Something like Michael Ealy. I blushed and just nodded. Well come on, let's go to my room.

Not thinking, I willingly went up to his room with him. I don't know what has gotten into me but I just lost my virginity last night by the person I love... "Or do I?" No, no, I DO love him I told myself but in my mind it was still a question.

We arrived to his room which was beautiful. He had a big king bed, but his house didn't compare to Calvin's. He turned to me and began to kiss me. I did not resist. He kissed my neck which had me weak. He then took off his shirt revealing his 6 pack and I rubbed all on him, roaming my hands to his belt buckle. I undid his buckled and he started to take off my clothes.

"Wait, wait." I said I can't believe I'm doing this. He looked at me with a confused look. "Yeah?" he said.

I got silent and opened my mouth to speak but before I could say anything, he spoke. "I know damn well ian bring you to my house and yeen finna fuck nun!" he roared. My eyes got wide and I spoke back.

"Nigga fuck you!" I yelled before making my way to the door. "Walk home hoe!" he yelled again before opening the door, pushing me out, then slamming it back.

Not knowing what to do, I called Saadiq, but no answer. I tried 3 times. I then called Calvin who answered on the first ring. "Hey baby, it's late, where you at?" Hearing his voice and the way he was so concerned made me beyond emotional, I'm so embarrassed that I did him like this. I began to cry out loud. "Baby, For real what's wrong, where you at?" I sobbed and told him the address. "Aight I'm on my way" Calvin said.

"Wait, don't hang up." I told him. And he stayed on the phone I was silent the whole time even though he was asking me questions like "Are you OK, and What happened?" I ignored everything. "Baby please talk to me" he said. But I didn't. About
20 minutes later, Calvin pulled up and I began to cry again. He got our of the car.

"What the fuck?" Was the first question that came out of his mouth. "What you doing here?" he finished. He acting like he know the nigga and his house. I looked down and told him EVERYTHING from the club to here. "But I didn't have sex with him, I swear."

Calvin politely walked passed me and knocked on Jaquan's door. "Baby please he didn't know about you, I didn't tell him."

"Oh, he knows what the fuck this is" Calvin replied. Jaquan opened the door. "Ayoo Calvin, wassup my nigga." Jaquan laughed. Calvin took out his gun and put it up to his face.

"I swear bruh, you gone make me do it!" Calvin said "Keep fuckin wimme, you think this a muhfuckn game? I look like a joke to you?" Calvin asked. "Nah bruh" Jaquan replied.

Calvin removed his gun and grabbed my arm "Let's go!" he said dragging me. Instead of opening my door like he always do, he let me go, yelled 'Get In' and got in the car and started the engine. I got in the car and looked at him "I'm sorry!" I said. He just ignored me and began driving. I'm thinking he's gonna take me to his house, but instead he took me to my apartment. He stopped the car and didn't say a word.

I looked at him and started crying. I've never cried in front of him before until today. I could see tears form in his eyes but they didn't fall. Then his eyes were filled with hatred. "BABY NO! I'M SORRY! I WANNA GO HOME!" I sniffled tears running down my face. "WITH YOU!"

He just shook his head and in a low voice he said "Get out Kamryn." And at that very moment, I knew it was all over. He's never called me by my real name before and it sound so odd coming from him. 'Get out Kamryn' kept replaying in my head and it made me start crying harder. "I'M SORRY I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING I SWEAR!" I said hugging Calvin and kissing on him. "I LOVE YOU! I SWEAR I'LL NEVER DO IT AGAIN! I PROMISE BABY! JUST TRUST ME!" I crawled over to his side where he was driving and got in his lap. I kissed him "PLEEEAAASSSEEE! PLEASE." He then pushed me back over to my side and again ,in a low voice said "Get out Kamryn" looking me seriously in the eyes.

I looked at him and wiped my tears. I opened the door and proceeded to walk to my apartment. Just thinking 'I fucked up, and now it's all over.'

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Brooo Kamryn dumb ash!!

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Love Skyy