Addisyn's P.O.V
I felt sweaty and hot and tears were rolling down my cheeks. If I didn't have panic attacks that would be great. I called for Skyler. She came running. She burst through my door and jumped on my bed enveloping me in a hug. "It's gonna be okay," she said rubbing my back. My heart raced and warm tears came down like waterfalls out of my eyes. Having panic attacks are my worst nightmares. Especially having them the night before a big shoot.
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Last night I had a panic attack again and I hated the feeling. I haven't had one since...I was dating Jesse. Whatever.. all I know is I have a major headache and today we have a big shoot. I feel like poop. Ugh. I rolled my eyes and got up out of bed. I didn't even bother doing my hair or makeup. I got dressed in some sweats and a big blue sweater. I combed my hair a little and put my perfume on. I then put on my addias sneakers and headed downstairs. Skyler was sitting at the dining table eating some cereal. "Morning," I said as I passed by. "Morning," Skyler said standing up and bringing her bowl to the sink. I grabbed an apple and my bag. "See you later!" I called. "Bye!" Skyler yelled as I closed the door behind me.
I walked straight to my dressing room trying to avoid anybody. I didn't feel like talking to anyone at all. Of course I was going to have too. I walked in and Emma was already ready for me. "Hey Addisyn you need to be ready in 45 minutes so we need to get down to business," she rushed her words. "Okay," I smiled. She handed me my clothes and I went to change. I changed into a pair of black ripped jeans, a black tank top, and a red hoodie; unzipped. Oh and black sneakers. I got out of the changing booth and sat down in front of the mirror. Emma got to work. She started by applying conclear to my face then some foundation. After that she did my mascara, eyeliner, eyeshadow, and blush and a bit of lipgloss. She did all natural, and nude colors. She then did my hair in a high ponytail but then pulled out some pieces to make it look messy. "Okay this is your after school look," Emma said handing me a backpack. "Okay," I smiled again grabbing the bag,"thank you," I swung open the door and sighed. I headed off to the set. I saw Logan and I'm guessing he could tell something was wrong because he looked at me confused. I wanted to scream with anger. I couldn't bare it. Today was a big day too.
After we finished one of the scenes a worker brought me and Logan coffees. I was so happy. I needed a kick of energy. Me and Logan sat down on a bench and I took a sip of my coffee. "Are you okay?" Logan asked "I'm..fine," I replied. "I know there's something wrong," he continued "Last night I had a panic attack," I said sadly. "Oh..I'm sorry," he apologized "No..it's okay I'll be fine," I said. "Are you sure?" He questioned. "I'm sure," I said taking a last swing of my coffee then standing up and throwing it away.
The coffee sure did help. I went through 5 more scenes and started feeling better. After the big shoot the director told me and Logan should hang out more so we could have more trust for each other. So the movie's better. We act as if we are in love. I thought this was a great idea. If me and Logan knew each other more and trusted each other more the movie would be better. I decided to ask Logan if he wanted to go out for dinner and game night at the apartment. "Hey Logan, like boss said we should get to know and trust each other more so maybe tonight you could come have dinner and game night with me and my friend, Skyler?" I asked smiling brightly. "Sure," he responded smiling as well. I grinned and turned to go to my dressing room.
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I decided on making chicken for dinner. I'm not the best cook so Skyler did it. She also made some potatoes, corn, and rice. Whilst she was making dinner I got out a bunch of games that we could play. I got out Sorry, Monopoly, Mouse Trap, Toilet Trouble, Pie Face, and truth or dare. Since it was just going to be me, Logan and Skyler I thought I would take out a few movies incase we get bored. Before Logan arrived I let my hair loose and put on some light ripped skinny jeans with a red hoodie. I wasn't going to dress up super fancy.
/DING DONG!\ the doorbell rang and I answered the door to see Logan wearing just as casual clothes as me and Skyler. Logan was wearing some black jeans and a white t-shirt. Skyler was wearing a white crop top with a black skirt. I smiled at Logan and let him in. "Ahhh!" Skyler squealed hugging Logan. I laughed "Sorry," I told Logan. He just laughed and hugged Skyler back. "Oh my god! I'm such a huge fan! I love Percy Jackson!" She screamed.
After Skyler stopped freaking out we sat down and had dinner. Logan was quite a funny guy. I laughed at all his jokes. He said this one joke while I was taking a sip of water and I spit it all out because I was laughing so hard. I didn't know he was so funny. After dinner Skyler had to leave for some reason I forgot and me and Logan started playing board games. "So, what do you want to play first?" I asked. "Sorry, I'm the king at Sorry," he answered. "Oh really?" I said grabbing the box, "Well I just happen to be the queen of Sorry," I smirked. "Let's see who wins," he said smirking. I started setting up the game and didn't feel nervous at all. I love Sorry and I've never been beaten once.
Whilst we were playing Sorry there was a knock at the door so I went to go answer it. My jaw dropped when I saw who it was. "Jesse?"
A/N Hahahahaha I'm an evil genius. Your welcome for the cliffhanger. Don't worry I'll be updating soon. Thanks for reading! Vote,Comment and give me a follow while your at it! Thanks! Byyyyeee!!
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