Gwen's POV
I canceled on Blake today because I was scared of how much feelings I am growing at such a fast pace after a divorce. I decided to take the day and get my feelings in check before seeing him and getting all confused.
As I'm sitting on my bed just staring at the ceiling and just praying to god to get this in order. I'm know he wants to take the next step of me being his girlfriend but I'm just so scared. I start asking my self questions.
Do I want to see him everyday? Yes.
Do I see a future with him? Yes.
Do I love him? Yes.
Oh my god I love him and I'm hurting him by avoiding him.
"What am I doing here"I scream to myself.
Before I know it I'm out the door with keys in hand on my way to Blake's house.
I'm so excited to see him I'm smiling all the way to his house. I hope he is happy to see me even though I canceled on him.
When I get to the door I ring the door bell praying he is home.
I see Blake appear from behind the door I smile at him. From the start I can see he is tipsy. He invites me in and I don't know if I tell him now or wait till he is sober or now. I can't help my self the more I look at him the more I want to tell him I love him.
"Blake," I say getting his attention."Yeah" I'm so nervous and excited at the same time.
"I'm in love with you." I say with a huge smile on my face which he then copies. He bends down and kisses me. "I love you too." he says as he pulls back
I'm so happy he feels the same way. I was so worried when I came here he would blow off my feeling but he is far to sweet and genuine for that.
He leans in this time with more passion and love. The kiss becomes more heated and we head up to his bedroom where we prove our love for each other for the first time
The Next Morning
I wake up with the greatest feeling Blake under me. I feel him stir under me so I look up into his eyes and wait for him to open his eyes. When he does I see confusion in them. He doesn't remember what happened last night, oh my god what if he didn't mean it. I shake the thought I'll just tell him now.
"Good morning, Cowboy" I say smiling up at him. He smiles back at me.
"Hey sunshine. What happened last night." My face falls, he doesn't remember. I lean up and kiss him.
"I told you, I um" It was easier when he was buzzed."I love you." His face is in shock for a second but then his smile is back.
"I love you too"He says and I kiss him again. He has a devilish smile on his face and he says "What else happened?"
"You can guess what happened." We stay smiling at each other and I'm so happy he loves me to.
"So Blakey, does this mean we are officially boyfriend and girlfriend?" "I definitely think so because I love you so much."
Blake's POV
I may not remember what happened last night but I know it was amazing because Gwen was there.
She had to leave to get ready for battle rounds but I miss her already. I get dressed to see if I can get there earlier to hangout with Gwen.
When I'm done I get in the car and Gwen is all I can think about but that's nothing new. I just love her so much and I'm glad she love me to.
When I get there I see her and Adam talking. As I start walking up to them I here them talking about me. I sneak up behind Gwen and hug her from behind scaring her and then causing her to relax. She turns around and smiles up at me.
"Aw aren't you two cute"I hear Adam say causing us to look towards him and chuckle this is the happiest I been in about 4 years and I wouldn't change anything.
And she might not know it yet but I want to spend the rest of my life being this happy with her.
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I think I'm going to end the story here.
Thank you for reading it!
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