2 Weeks Later
Blake's POV
I wake up to the thought of seeing Gwen today. I'm nervous for some reason because even though I like her a lot I'm still nervous to get my heart broken. For like a week now she has been avoiding me except when we are on set. We aren't even officially boyfriend and girlfriend but we have been on multiple dates. What if she doesn't want me to ask her because she doesn't like me the way I do and doesn't know how to turn me down. As my mind keeps going back and forth I come up with things that sound ridiculous like if she doesn't know how to turn me down so she's trying to get me to do it.
As I'm thinking this I start writing all the things I'm thinking on to a little price of paper. I don't know why I do but I need to get my thoughts out.
As I'm writing I get a text from Gwen saying she couldn't make it today that she had something important to do.
If that didn't add to my insecurities i don't know what would.
I call Adam to see if he had any plans.
"Hey Adam got anything going on today?"
"No, why?"
"Do you want to hang out? We haven't hung out in a while."
"Sure maybe we can go to get some drinks"
"Ok sounds fun, see you later"
"Bye."
He has always been there when I need him so i like to confine in him. I start to get ready with a button up, jeans, and boots. I run some gel through my hair and I'm out the door.
When I get to the bar I see Adam in the corner of the bar so I walk over to him.
" Hey Adam, what's up" I say getting his attention.
"Nothing what's up cowboy" he says getting up to hug me. We flow into a natural conversation about the voice, Dusty, and then Behati.
"How's it going between you and Gwen?"
" It's ok we've been on a few dates but I'm scared that she doesn't want to be with me. One time I mentioned the word girlfriend and she froze," I pause thinking." What if she doesn't want to be with me and I'm just her rebound."
"Blake I don't know what to say she is probably still sad about her divorce and doesn't want to be serious just this minute give it time"
"But I want to be serious with her she's all I care about and all I think about. And she has been avoiding me also so I'm scared" He just pats me on the back . I get up to go and grab another beer and then another and then another leading to a uncountable amount.
When I wake up in my bed the next morning I'm not alone.
