I walked out of the door following where Trevor had went.The sand sinking the black heels I decided to wear with the dress.After a few steps it really started to annoy me.I bent down and undid the straps.Grabbing the shoes I continued to walk.I hadn't been out here since two weeks ago.Two weeks ago when Trevor was suppose to walk out on me.Two weeks ago when I tried to make him stay by kissing him.Two weeks ago when I had lost my best friend.It was just two weeks ago.
Yes,that all happened,but it was two weeks ago.Yes I do realize he was suppose to leave me forever,but he didn't.He came back.Two weeks ago if someone would of told me Trevor would show up out of the blue to talk to me I would of accused you of being on crack.But he did come back and he did and still does want to talk to me.I looked around the beach for him.I didn't see him at first,but then I spotted him at the same place we were when we had the fight.When silence was thick in the air.
I walked over to him and sat down down.The scene from last time I did this played in my mind.'You're so naive,'his words wrung in my head and made me wince.We were in silence,except this time it was different.This time I was curious.I was curious as to why he was here or why he wanted to talk.Last time I knew why,but things have changed.Last time I hated the silence.I felt as if it was unbearable.Now I loved the silence.I loved not knowing what he was going to say,because as soon as he says something I'm going to remember it,forever.
I relaxed in the silence and even though I was curious I wished that it would never end,because this,well this was...perfect.Sitting on the beach look at the sky,it felt right.After what seemed like forever my imagination that every thing was okay when I heard a distraught sigh."You're not naive,"He whispered.I could barely hear it but I caught it.I still looked up at the sky even though I felt him staring at me."And your not deceiving."
They sky was starting to set and mixed with different colors.It was mostly pink but then there was a cast of orange and a light thin streak of purple.Im not sure how the sky can go some much color but it was beautiful.It was like an artwork come to life."I guess what I'm trying to say is,"He said."I'm sorry."That snapped me out of my trance.I looked over at him and he gave me a guilty expression.Why was he sorry?
"Don't be,"I told him."In sorry.I was so stupid that I couldn't see your true feelings for me."I did feel guilty.Ok more like extremely guilty.
"You're right you are stupid,"He said laughing.Oh,how I've missed his laugh.I lightly punched his shoulder.He tensed at my touch but continued to laugh.I looked at the sky again and sighed.
"This is how he should be,"I said sadly."Us messing around having fun,just like old times."I looked at him and saw him staring at me.
"I really am sorry Jen,"He said.With that I lunged at him.I wrapped my arms tightly around him.His whole body was tensed,but I kept hugging him.Soon he melted into my touch and hugged me back.Tears pricked my eyes and I willed myself not to cry."I missed you."With that tears came rushing out my eyes.
"I missed you too Trev,"I whispered to me.He pulled back and he looked into my eyes.
"No matter what Jenna Ross even though it's lame for me to admit it I will always need you in my life,"He said."And not as a girl friend,but as my best friend.I will never make the mistake if letting you go ever again."
"Promise,"I said through sobs.
"I promise,"He said.With that I pulled him into another hug.I hugged him with everything I felt.Love,relief,and happiness.I had been so scared that I had lost him.I should've known that I could never loose him,because even through thick and thin he has always been there for me.I love him with all my heart and hearing that he needed me made my day.
Sooner our later after we finished hugging we decided to walk along the beach.It was nice and peaceful especially now that we were cool again.Sometimes he still had a small glimpse of pain in his eyes when I saw him staring at me,but mostly it was only there for a few minutes.He held my right hand as I carried my shoes in my left."So are you coming back to stay with us at the beach house,"I asked him.
He brought his hand up to his head and dragged it through his hair."I really wish I could kiddo,but business is picking up at the hotel and they need help,"I frowned at this since I wanted to he with him this Summer."Oh come on now you're too pretty to blush."
I punched his shoulder lightly at that.He chuckled and I had to join in.We walked more along the beach."So did you bring me a gift,"I asked him excitedly.Trevor's gifts were the absolute best.I remember one year for my fourteenth birthday he got me a black crystal necklace.
"I know there was a reason you wanted to be my best friend again,"He said.
"No also just to look at your gorgeous self,"I winked at him.We started to chuckled and then we stopped walking.He sat me down on a huge rock and then pulled something out of his pocket.It was in a small white box.
"Of course I got you something,"He said.He handed it to me and I examined the box.I looked around for any clue that would show what it is.He chuckled at what I was doing."Just open it."
I did as he said and gasped.It was a golden chain and it had eight small diamonds on either side and then in the middle of it was a medium size ruby.I took it out and looked at it.It was stunning."Oh my gosh Trev,"I said breathless.He laughed at my expression.
"Do you like it,"He asked.
"No,"He frowned."Batman I like,bit this.This I love."
He gave me a bright smile and it caused me to smile."May I,"He said.I nodded.He came over to me and grabbed the necklace.I lifted my hair up and felt as the metal was placed on my skin.Soon he had it on me and came to the front so I could see him."Utterly stunning."
"Well thank you,"I said."You have very nice taste."
"I try,"He said sheepishly.I looked down at the necklace and out of curiosity counted the gems.There was seventeen even though today was my eighteenth birthday.
"Hey,"I said to him."How come there's only seventeen?"He came over to where I was and leaned on the rock.
"I never want you to forget your seventeenth year,"He told me."Because that's the year you fell in live,and the first love is always the one that has the most chance of surviving."Tears leaked out of my eyes,but tears of joy.I pulled him in for a hug and he gladly accepted.
"You sounded like a chick,"I whispered to him.
"But I bet that was the sweetest thing you've ever hear,"He whispered back.
"It was."After the whole gift thing we decided we should at least make an appearance attention party.Mostly because it's my party and Trevor was convinced we were missing all the fun.As we reached the back door and was about to go inside I turned to him."Did you know that Greg was back?"
"Oh Greg is back,"He asked.I nodded."That little rascal and I have a lot to catch up on."Greg had became good friends with Trevor as soon as they met.
"No kidding,"I said.We entered the party and instantly smiled."I'm eighteen bitch!"
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A/N
Sorry if this update is short,but I was just trying to get something out there. Anyway keep reading and remember!!
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