Crazy Bad Boy

What Have I Done?

When I woke up I was on an extremely soft bed. I felt like I was on a fluffy cloud. I started to stretch and told myself that the night mare was over. Then it hit me. Who's bed is this fluffy???!!!
I was so scared. I quietly got up but decided to use the bathroom before I tried to escape. When I was done I opened the bathroom door to face an angry looking Taetae sitting on the bed. He wasn't looking towards the door.
"Taetae??...." It was me testing boundaries. It was me trying to figure out where I stood in his eyes. I slowly walked over and sat on the bed next to him.
"You hate me." It wasn't a question but it was what I had said.
"You kidnapped me and I cried myself to sleep." That only seemed to anger him more. I stood up and walked to the window. There was cute little bench beneath it so I sat on it. When I did I pulled my knees to my chest and instantly missed my mom and sibblings. Taetae didn't say anything just stood up and walked out of the room. Once again I cried. This time it was soft little tears. I almost didn't hear the faint knock on the door.
"Why don't you come downstairs to eat breakfast?" Jin was a caring person. I felt like jin was the ideal love. He was always trying to keep everyone healthy and happy. I nodded slowly and stood up to walk out with him. It toke a little longer than I thought to get downstairs because Jin was pointing out all of the rooms. Then he told me that the room I was staying in was Taetaes.
"Isn't it a bit girly for his taste though?? I mean I'm not judging but it looks like a girls room." I was confused.
"Yes when we talked he went out and bought all kinds of stuff that he thought you would like." What does he mean by when we talked?? I figured that no one would tell me what that ment. Maybe one would but it would take a while before he even said hi to me. So instead I just focused on eating my breakfast in silence.
Taetae walked in and sat down. He didn't look at anybody and didn't say anything to anybody. I glanced at him a couple times. The second time I looked at him, his eyes met mine. I had mixed emotions. I was happy but at the same time I hated myself. I knew what he was thinking about. 'I hate you!' It now replayed in my head. 'What have I done?? How do I fix it?? Why do I want to fix it??' I felt like I would never be able to answer these three questions. I wanted so bad to run to him and beg for forgiveness but at the same time I wanted to hold my head and try my best to forget all of them. When I was done I walked back up to the room Taetae put so much thought into for....for me.... I once again sat down on the little bench and hugged my knees as I looked outside. I watched as people walked by and kids playing. As the door opened quietly I realized something. 'How is it a group of seven famous boys can kidnap a girl and nobody question it?!' I was lost in my thoughts and just about come up with the perfect plan.
"Can we talk." It wasnt really a question but more of him asking to make himself look good. I just nodded and continued to look out the window. Taetae walked over and sat next me. He toke a lock of my hair and began to play with it.
"What is it that you wanna ask?" His voice was soft and husky. I felt my heart flutter. 'No! Don't fall for this pervert kidnapper!' I kinda felt like I was to late on telling myself that. I looked up into his beautiful eyes and knew right then that no mater what he did I would always want to be my his side. No matter what he said to me I would always want to hear his voice. No matter what happens I want to face it by his side. 'Why Taetae? Why would you make me fall when I don't even know you? Why can't i just grab my heart and walk way? Why do I feel like I have to stay at your side now?' I wasn't thinking correctly so I asked him.
"Why do I love you?"