Crazy Bad Boy

The Unforgettable

I couldn't finish eating after hearing Rap Monster tell us that he is sending me away. I just wanted to be held and told he was joking. I felt like I could cry, but no tears were falling. I didn't hear the door open. I was just staring out the window hoping Tae would walk in and hug me.

"I'm sorry I'm not Tae, but I need to explain a little more. Please turn around and face my Skylar." Rap Monster? No, I don't want him right now. I didn't say anything, but I did turn to face him. I finally felt the tears falling from my eyes. Without thinking He walked over to me and hugged me. I didn't expect him to hug me. I didn't mind, but I just felt like I was going to break at any minute.
"I'm sorry Skylar, but it's for the best. I have a car waiting to take you to the airport. In the car is a whole new set of luggage, your passport and your plane ticket home." I just nodded slowly as I stood up straight. I was determined to get through this. I will forget them over time, right? I took a step, looked up and froze. There was Tae just standing there watching us.
He looked at Rap Monster as if asking for a few minutes alone with me. Rap Monster nodded and started to walk out of the room. Tae closed the distance between us as Rap Monster turned to me.
"It will only make it worse I'd you don't do something about it Skylar. I hope you understand what I mean." With that he walked out. Tae hugged me tight. I felt like if he wasn't holding me I would fall to the ground. He looked into my eyes and touch my cheek lightly with his finger tips.
I feared that if I didn't leave now that I wouldn't be able to. I looked back into his eyes. With two of his fingers he touched my eyelids and I closed my eyes. He traced my whole face with just one of those two fingers. I couldn't leave like this. It would hurt me just as much as it would hurt him. I was trying to think of a perfect reason for me to go, but all I could think of was his finger tip tracing over my face. Once his finger got to my lips he froze.
"A face I could never forget. These eyes that will haunt me since all I did was make them cry. These ears that heard me yell. This nose that has smelled my scent. These.... These lips that have yet to taste mine even after I yelled at you......" He trailed off and soon I opened my eyes to look at him.
"Tae I can't leave like this. I can't leave knowing that all I want is to be next you..." Tears once again filled my eyes and were threatening to spill over. We both knew what we had to do. I was the first to make a move though. I pulled away and pushed him from me.
"I hope you can understand me when I say this. V I'm done playing locked up princess. This is my ticket out of here." I walked over towards the door. I just froze there. I couldn't take that step that would force me to leave. So I turned to him waiting for him to tell me not to go.
"Leave. Leave and never look back at me." He wasn't facing me when he said it. I felt like he slapped me. I wish he would have instead. I tried to act like I wasn't hurt that much thought.
"Your right...." I turned back towards the door. "I'll forget the man who didn't ask me to stay." With that I walked out. I almost ran towards the stairs. I could hear him running after me and calling my name. The rest of the guys were at the stairs waiting to find out what happened. I had tears falling as I ran down the stairs. I didn't think twice as ran out the front door and towards the waiting car. I was ignoring everyone and everything. I threw open the car and shut it just as fast as I got in.
"Go."