today is not a good day. i spent most of it crying my eyes out. i wish i could cry my heart out too so it'd leave and i wouldn't have to feel anything anymore. it hurts so deep down that i just want to sleep and never wake up. i want to take some magical medicine that'll make my whole life better. i know i'm being over-dramatic but i can't help it. one of the few people i care about in life is leaving. she's probably going to oklahoma, which is a whole state away. i can't lose her because she's my best friend. she's always there and it hurts that we can't be there for each other if she leaves. it hurts me so much. i've known all day and i still can't shake off the slump. it makes me feel weak and helpless. i hate it. i hate life and i hate this world. fate is such and ugly, ugly thing.
YOU ARE READING
how my life is going;
Randomso basically this is my self-therapy journal that i'll be writing in to tell you guys about my day, you can read it if you want. you care more about my life than i do if u read this though tbh
