so basically this is my self-therapy journal that i'll be writing in to tell you guys about my day, you can read it if you want. you care more about my life than i do if u read this though tbh
so basically i'm writing this because i'm bored in class. this is for whoever reads this and wants to keep up with my life. :) ____________ so i joined a dance company and i have already been in two performances with them! one was the wizard of oz and the one we're on right now is the nutcracker. it's really fun and my teachers and friends all say they're so proud of my improvements. they think i'm doing super well which makes me happy. i'm also making friends in dance which i never thought i could do. they're actually really nice and understand that i have anxiety and sometimes duck out of situations. i also got my bangs cut! i'll put an image here (sorry if i break your screen):
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i'm actually super happy with it! on a slightly darker note, i'm cutting all of the toxic people out of my life. bye people who could've cared less about me x! i'm kind of relieved that they are gone though, all they did was cause extra stress. i do miss them sometimes though. i'm better off without them though. they can screw themselves :) my grades aren't failing but they're not the best. i have 3 B's right now (which isn't good enough for my parents or me quite frankly) i spent 5 hours doing homework last night trying to catch up. it was SO stressful. i am doing better, but i'm still not super great. i'm still depressed and can't ever shake it off really. i am just not going to measures i used to to cope. so yeah, there i am. hope everyone is doing well!! <3
