The beauitful room is empty

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GenePov
About a month later we were all moved in we went food shopping a week ago I went down stairs and sat on the couch he was sitting reading a book "..,Zane....you know why I-" I said as he walked up stairs I grabbed his wrist he groans In pain "Sorry..." I said and let go he walked up stairs
Zane Pov
I ran up stairs to my bedroom

I looked at my wrist under my sweater it was bleeding again "shit" I said and went to the bathroom since I was in there I cut again 1 for not having friends 2 for looking the way I look 4 For the weight I am5 for existing 6 for not ending my self ...

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I looked at my wrist under my sweater it was bleeding again "shit" I said and went to the bathroom since I was in there I cut again
1 for not having friends
2 for looking the way I look
4 For the weight I am
5 for existing
6 for not ending my self already
7 as long as living no one will be happy
I did the last one as the door opened Gene had a towel in his hand I'm guessing having a shower he looked shocked he looked at me then my arm "Zane..." he said and used his clean towel to clean up my cuts I was about to cry as I just walked to my room "Zane" he said and grabbed me I was crying he hugged me I just cried "How long?" He asked "High school" I said "But Zane...your 27 that was 10 years ago why are you doing this?" He asked "I did firstly...because of you and now I'm just a pain no one wants me here my own brothers hate me aphmau only my friend because she feels sorry plus a freak" I said "....I didn't mean...I mean I-" he said as I cut him off "of course you meant to why use would you bully me!?" I said
Gene Pov
Because I loved you and I still do
I wanted to say that but I couldn't I was just quiet
He went to his room I went to the washroom and clean up the blood I went down stairs and watched a movie alone in the dark with my roommate crying I'm a bedroom I couldn't take it all I heard was he whimpering I went up stairs and to his room to was locked "come on Zane" I said he didn't say anything

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