Ends are always sad. No matter how much we pretend they aren't, no matter how much we pretend they're the start of something new there's always that sadness about it. There's always that sadness in leaving and that fear in starting over.
Oh God the fear I felt starting over with Lauren. With Alycia and it was profoundly sad then it was over but all I felt with Lauren was fear. Fear of being hurt again. Fear of broken hearts, not just mine but Parker's.
"It's not just me getting hurt anymore Lauren and I trust you with my whole heart and my entire being. I trust that you will be there for us and love us and all I ask is that you don't let my trust be misplaced." She reached up and wiped the tears from my face.
"I love you." She whispered softly and I sniffled before wiping her tears also.
"So today Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado, I take you as my wife and the mother of my child. And my forever partner in life and I promise to love you and cherish you all the days of my life until death do us part." She nodded her head frantically as tears freely flowed from her eyes.
"Oh God I can't believe we're here." She let out and everyone laughed lightly including me.
"Okay by the power invested in me by the state of California I now pronounce you wife and wife you may kiss the bride." Lauren smiled and quickly pulled the veil from over my face and brought her lips to mine in a sweet passionate kiss.
"I love you. I love you. I love you so much." She said in between kisses and my heart melted as I heard giggles from our daughter. When Lauren and I finally pulled apart I turned around and grabbed her instead of my bouquet and brought her in for a hug between me and Lauren.
"I love you mommys." She kissed my cheek then Lauren's and brought us together and I felt a new set of fresh tears prick at my eyes.
"We love you too baby." Lauren kissed all over her face as I looked at them in awe. This was my happy family. All three of us, just the way I planned that one day when I was changing her diaper.
It's hard to believe she's six already. It feels like just yesterday I was in the delivery room crying for Lauren and calling her an ugly baby.
Parker took my bouquet from Dinah as we made our way down the aisle. Parker on my hip and Lauren's hand in mine as the smiles lit our faces. I looked at the few faces around us and my eyes met with Alycia who had as huge smile on her face and the arm of her fiancé wrapped around her.
We did in fact become friends after we all got over it and I did meet her fiancé, Eliza, who might I add is the sweetest ever. They're really in love it's kind of sickening.
"Grandma!" Parker jumped out of my arms and ran to my mom who stood in the courtyard where we were all gathered in after the ceremony. As soon as Parker ran away I turned to my wife as she wrapped her arms around my waist and I looked up at her with adoration.
"Well hello there Mrs. Jauregui." I said with a slight laugh and a huge smile immediately over took her face.
"Hello to you too Mrs. Jauregui." She smiled down at me and brought her hand to my cheek as she rubbed her thumb against it. "We're married." She said softly as I looked at the sparkles in her eyes.
"I know." I wrapped my arms slowly around her neck and she put our foreheads together before kissing me again.
"Ow!" I looked at her frantically and her hand gripped the edge of her hair. I looked at it to see that it was attached to my dress and I giggled lightly as I slowly detached her hair from the dress. "I told you not to get the pink dress."
"It is not pink it is blush and you said this morning that you loved how I looked in it." Her eyes glanced over my body and she smacked my ass lightly.
"Oh trust me I do." She bit her lip as she gripped my ass and I rolled my eyes. "But my hair doesn't." I pushed her off me lightly and made my way to the food table.
"I can't wait until tonight." Lauren whispered in my ear as she walked up behind me. "My first time with my wife is gonna be amazing."
"If you get any." I pointed a finger in her chest and and she looked hurt.
"Y/N don't do this we just got married like literally five seconds ago."
"Do what Lauren?" I knew what I was doing, it was a joke but she didn't need to know that.
"Seriously Y/N please tell me we're having sex tonight. Dear god please." I laughed lightly and she looked so confused.
"Are you lovebirds fighting already?" I shook my head and Lauren was staring at me intently.
"No mom we're not." I kissed Lauren's cheek and took my moms hand as she pulled me over to some family member of some sort. The rest of the night was spent walking around with Lauren and dancing and eating and drinking. It was honestly the greatest night of my life with the love of my life and Parker was spending the night with my mom so it was about to get even better.
Lauren and I stumbled into the hotel room giggling, slightly drunk messes. The smiles we shared were so small and warm. They held all the drunken love we had for each other, all the I love yous and all the mistakes and all the crap it was all worth it and I felt that with her. I felt that in the flames her thin fingers traced across my skin as she took my dress off. I felt it on her lips as she kissed mine and as they roamed all over my body. I tasted it on her tongue as she came back up and as I went down between her legs. I felt it as I woke up the next morning our naked bodies entangled together and our hearts beating as one. I felt it all with her that night and for the rest of my life.
I was staring at her back as she danced around the kitchen making breakfast. She turned around with the plate of food in her hand and a rose in between her teeth. I smiled lightly as I took the rose from her mouth. I brought it up to my nose and took a deep breath as a smile overtook my face. "And to think I ever thought you were my rose."
"I'm not?"
"No baby. You're the whole damn garden." She bit her lip and scooped me up in her arms as she picked me up and placed me on top of the counter.
"I'm gonna eat you like a fucking salad then. Jesus Christ." She lifted my t-shirt up from my legs and smirked as she saw I wasn't wearing underwear. "I love you."
A/N: That's all folks. Thank you for reading my book, it meant the world to me and I hope you guys enjoyed it. This is not the best ending and it was sudden and unexpected I know I sorry. But if you have any outstanding questions I'll gladly answer them in like a Q&A chapter or something but this it guys. I love you, have fun and always remember never fall in love with a straight girl. :)
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