Ronnie Radke Love Story

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Kitty's POV

Ronnie packs a duffle bag of clothes, and toiletries for us both, then some other stuff I don't bother to pay attention to. Then he slings the bag over his shoulder and offers me his hand. I take it, glad to feel his touch. He walks me through the parking lot, and into the lobby where Jacky is waiting to give him the room key. Then we go to the elevator and down a hall to the room. Ronnie lets me in, and I go straight to the bed, "You tired?" He asks me, I lay on my back and nod. "I brought you a tee shirt and shorts to sleep in, " he says. "Shorts?" I'm worried now, but Ronnie just sends me off to change, the shorts are red and come up just above mid thigh, and the shirt was a grey Rolling Stones shirt, that had had been cut short, exposing the skin and inch and a half above the waist line of the shorts. I walk out of the bathroom, and dart to the bed, trying to get under the covers before Ronnie can get a good look at me. "Hey, what's the rush? You trying to hide?" He asks walking around behind me, now only in a pair of sweats. In a last ditch effort, I flop onto the bed, on my stomach. "Hmm?" Ronnie doesn't even hesitate, he just rolls me over, exposing every scar.

Ronnie's POV

There are scars over her thighs, and on her ankles, and what I can glimpse of her stomach. I can't even be mad, and I don't want to ask about her motivation, I just push back the covers, "You don't have to hide. Not from me," I whisper.

Kitty's POV

Ronnie ordered room service, and now we are sitting on the bed, watching tv, eating slowly. Ronnie keeps glancing down at my legs, I can't tell if it was with disgust, or fear or anything. I try to ignore it. But then he reaches over and starts tracing the scars with his fingers. I stiffen, I don't want him touching my scars. "Ronnie," I warn, he stops, and looks up at me, "Kitty, it's ok," Ronnie says, giving me a small smile, he leans over, and plants a soft peck in each thigh. Then he wraps his arms around me, and holds me close. I can't breathe for a minute, but then Ronnie begins singing the drug in me is you, and I drift off.

Ronnie's POV

Kitty falls asleep so easy, maybe that'll be good, and she'll just sleep when we're on the bus with guys. I keep singing, wondering if that's what put her to sleep this time. I start tracing her scars again, white lines, slightly raised in some places, I can see past them, as many as there are, and as thoroughly as they cover her legs. She's got a gorgeous body, the most I've seen of it before tonight was only what wasn't covered by sweatshirts and sweatpants. Now I see more of her, and it hits me, even though she's way to thin, she's truly beautiful, long supple legs, a small, round butt, perky little breasts... She was edible. No! I need to not think that way, I'm sure Kitty doesn't want that. Then again, earlier today.... It was the most amazing thing, her touch.

I relive that moment, over and over in my head until I'm asleep.