Shadowcraft - A Change Of Fate

Chapter 8-am I in love?

I finished patching myself up enough so I could teleport and for the bleeding to stop and looked at Firestar who was sleeping soundly on the bed, she didn't make a sound she just slept quietly and beautifully, I looked at her and smiled then suddenly a weird feeling came over me and I had a strange urge to kiss her I did my best to ignore the urge though since I did not want to be disrespectful to her and just sat on the chair near the bed and wondered to myself 'why do I have urge and why do I feel different towards her then I do any other person I know', I shook my head not trying to get to caught up in thought and looked at her again with the urge still raging more and more 'why do keep having this stupid urge' I constantly kept thinking to myself as I walked toward her to check on her I suddenly realized she was sleeping in my room, so I picked her up since I'm not just going to sleep in the same bed with someone I am not romantically with and teleported to the room across from mine and laid her down there and then left the room. I constantly wondered why I kept having this strange urge then it hit me 'am I in love?' I thought while my hand shook a bit, I had never felt like this towards anyone before or even thought of something like this before, then one of my Enderman Shawn interrupted my thinking "excuse me your majesty if I'm bothering you but I can't help but notice that you looked troubled by something" I looked at him "it's nothing Shawn I'm just feeling something I am not used to feeling" Shawn looked at me "what do you mean sire" I looked away "it's nothing Shawn just please leave me be I need some time to think about things" I said in a slightly sad tone, Shawn nodded his head then teleported out of my site. I laid my back against the wall completely zoned and lost in thought for hours until finally getting up and going outside thinking "maybe some fresh air will do me some good'. I was greeted by many of my people while others bowed to me when I walked by despite me saying that they didn't have to, I went to the blacksmith seeing my sword was slightly damaged and got them to fix it right away, then after I teleported to my mansion and sat on the top of my mansions roof since the top of the roof was slightly flat. I constantly wondered why a kept having these feelings towards Firestar I wondered 'was it just because of how f****** beautiful she is to me or am I actually in love with her' I wondered this for a while before sighing and going back to the house and laying in my bed now that I moved star to the other room and started to fall asleep hoping that some rest would maybe help, I got up, put my cloak on my room's hook on the wall and then went to my bed and passed right out. I woke up a few hours later, I stretched a bit and walked down the stairs to see Firestar awake making some coffee, she turned around "morning Herobrine I made some coffee for both of us since I'm guessing you might still be a bit tired so how was your sleep" she said as she smiled at me, I smiled back "it was good and yours?" not wanting to say anything about the urge I had yesterday that finally lowered, she looked at me and laughed a bit "it was good despite me falling asleep from fainting of how scared I was" after saying that she handed me a cup of coffee and I sat down at the table with it. I wondered if she had ever really seen my kingdom that much since she stayed in this place since I brought her here so I decided to ask her "Firestar have you ever seen my kingdom at all?" she looked at me a paused for a bit and thought a bit then replied "no not that much I have seen very little since I did not want to wander the kingdom alone" I smiled "would you like me to accompany you and show you around" her eyes sparkled and glowed lightly "would you really do that for me", I smiled and nodded my head "why of course I'm not just going to let you live in an area you do not know or aren't familiar with", after saying that she hugged me tightly and said "thank you hero", I paused for a moment before hugging her back and replied by saying "your welcome star" then picked her up and teleported to the kingdom. She stayed close to me but looked around so curiously almost like a little kid I smiled a bit and laughed lightly at her curiosity "you seem curious have you never been in a big kingdom before", she shook her head "no I don't believe I have" after she said that I had an idea and grabbed her arm then teleported to a local jewelry store then smiled and said "you seem like the type to like this stuff a bit you can choose what you want from here and I'll buy it,think of it like a souvenir" her eyes sparkled when looking at the jewelry at the front of the store and thanked me then she slowly walked in and I slowly followed behind her.