The White Knight // Batman

Chapter Eighteen

Walking down Gotham City at night had to be the scaries thing that I had ever done in my life. I wasn't hardly scared since my father told me about who I was. Although, I hardly belieed him. I got frequent headaches though because of all the voices I was hearing. I was hearing thigns that I never wanted to hear, the sins of the city, and couldn't ignore them. I heard the laughter of Joker, the screams of men and women he must have been torturing or something. I heard the gun shots of Two-Face and his henchman talking about money. When I heard someone call out my name, I jumped. I wirled and saw an old friend. One that had brought anger into my life. It wasn't my sister but it was someone who came over to my house saying she had accidently killed my cat. My parents didn't like her much because she never had a home but one night she came over to my house with my cat in her hands.

"Sorry," she said laughing, "I must have talked about the wrong cat or something. But I found her the ally." She explained. I didn't know if I believed her since the cat looked similar to mine and had a collar that was actually my cats before but she was mean. She jumped out of the girls hands and went into my room and clawed on my bed post. I glared at the girl and she admited she didn't want me to feel bad since the cat was my only friend.

She was persistant on wanting to be my friend.

She came over a lot of the times, she would smile and tell me thank you all the time. Than, out of the blue, she had just left me. I was alone again, I had Jesus but for a while, I had a normal friend.

So, when I heard her say my name, I got really angry. I tried to fight the thoughts that were raging in my head but I couldn't. Pandora's box was opening and it was scaring me. My body was turning black and my friend, Sam, was looking nervous. She was just a normal girl of the ciy. She was homeless, sometimes hung out with the freaks but she was a good person. Actually, she was the one that brought me my first Bible.

"Jasper? What happened to you?" She asked me. I didn't know what to say. The demons inside of me were winning.

"What is happening is your anger blocking your body. IT's like a barrier. But if you get hurt, they remember it and use it against you. Once you understand your power and those voices, things become easier."

My father's voice boomed in my head. It made sense, actually. But the rage that was inside, just for a stupid cat, it was bad. I wanted to clam down and be with my friend. I just wanted to hug her and let her know how much I had missed her. But I came walking to her. She was backing away in fear and I loved it. I needed more of it. I needed this fear!

"Fear is what drives us. When you die, it is the only thing that keeps you alive. Those voices in your head are the makers of our planet. They control us! Use your power. Be one with it. You can do amazing things with this power, Jasper."

I didn't want this!

I was someone made to do bad. That's what I was created for. I was created for evil. I was sent here to kill everyone and anything that gets in my path. Just like the Red and Black Laterns. I swear that's what I was made for. I tried to fight it, my flesh tried but I wasn't successful. I came closer and closer to this firend of mine until I felt someone's feet slam into my back.

It shoved me to the ground with great force and I slammed hard. I got back up though and wirld around and saw Batman standing there. My heart lept in my chest. But I couldn't snap out of this. I felt fear in him and it made me want to kill him even more.

Author's Note

I really hope this is making sense to you guys! Please let me know if it is, haha!