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first time

(Tori Chapter)

*mels pov*

as tori, Nikki and i made our way down to the lobby for breakfast, we past cameron, carter, and matt. i looked at cameron and blushed. he grinned at me and wiggled his eyebrows as carter pushed him forward. i blushed a light pink color and thought of the night before. for my first time, it wasnt all that bad. i actually enjoyed it. then a painful realzation hit me; tomorrow night, magcon was leaving. heading for orlando. tears came to my eyes which i wiped away before anyone could see. although i showed no emotion, tori noticed something wasnt right with me. "whats wrong." she really stated it rather than asking; basically demanding i tell her whats going on. i sighed as if she caught me. "everyones leaving tomorrow..." i whispered almost in audibly. tori shrugged as if it didnt bother her even though i knew deep down it did. the realazation obviously hadnt hit her yet; thats kind of how she works. i turned to nola who had just walked up from getting a bowl of cereal from the breakfast area. she swallowed what she had in her mouth and raised her eyebrows. "whats up with you?" she asked turning to me. i shook my head. "nothing. im fine." i stated confidentely and i walked away before i could get interoggated further