Mark a huge jock in YouTube highschool and everybody loves him! But somebody Loves him as a boyfriend! Sean a nerd who doesn't get a lot of friends....but he like mark. Bad thing is mark a bully.
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• marks p.o.v •
I woke up super tired! I had no idea what happened last night. Not like it would matter i don't have a real life! Might as well end it. So, my dads dead day is coming up and I miss him a lot and I think it's time to come to him! I'm scared I really am! Well I have a decision to take my own life on that day.
Out of no where I got a text from Felix saying he coming to walk to school with me! Honestly, Felix, I love u but u broke my heart into pieces and I couldn't get back up!
No I can and u want me to come back with you! no!
Anyways, I walk downstairs and see my mom In the kitchen. She was cooking! It smelled amazing! Then she gave me a bag with a apple and a note! My heart dropped once I saw the note.
It said, "my stupid son, I don't want you in my house! Your step dad will be home to do some stuff to make you should think straight! Your lucky I'm still here my ass!"
I sighed and walked down street. Everyday it's like this! Really it hurts s lot! Then out of no where felix comes with a guitar. Then he starts to sing?! Oh my gosh why. Play the music please " walking down 29th in park I saw you in another arm. Only a month we been apart. You look happier. I saw walk into a bar. He said something to make you laugh.
i start to tear up but not crying just yet. He made this song for me? Does he still love me? No he doesn't because he loves cry! Then I snap out of thought and hear him sing more.
" ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you but ain't nobody love you like I do I promise baby I will not take it personal. If your moving on to someone knew cause baby you look happier you do! My friends told me 1 day I'll feel it to! Until ten I'll smile and hide the truth! Cause I know I was happier with you. Sat in the corner of the room. Everything reminding me of you.. nursing a empty bottle and telling myself you're happier aren't you. Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you. But ain't nody need you like I do. I know there are others that deserve you but my darling I am still in love with you. But I guess you look happier you do. My friend told me 1 day I'll feel it 2. I could try to smile and hid the truth. But I know I was happier with you! Baby you look happier you do. I knew 1 day you fall for someone knew but if he breaks ur hearts like others do just know that I'll be waiting here for you".
He starts to cry and I feel so bad so I gave him a hug.
" Felix you know what you did"! I say and he starts to cry harder. "I messed up markie I really did" he says while his voice cracks. The others boys come walking up and Felix tells me to hide him because wolfie and Tyler never saw him cry before.
Then I..... I kiss him because I wasn't thinking straight! I thought if I kiss him they wouldn't see him face since I had my hoodie on. I hold the kiss while I put my hands on his cheeks to wipe it off. Perfect idea right?
They boys start to cheer and yell and I ignore them and pull away. I see Felix doesn't look like he was crying. That good I made progress! Right?
"markie! Does this makes us back together". He say in my hear. " no it doesn't!" I say in reply. Then I see the most cutest then ever! The little boy Sean! He so perfect. His green hair flowing in the wind as he walks down the sidewalk. Having books in his hands and his glasses on his face. He's just perfect.
Felix starts roasting him and teasing him. After a while he tells me to go beat his ass.
I had to because if I don't then he will tell the whole school I..... i.... I uh i 'Did it' with Felix. Now that is what happened I never actually fuck him. He basically rape me! I'm not joking he sent me in his room and he gave me water and a pill that will make me go to sleep. I toke it and when I uh woke up Felix was.... raped me. At that moment I felt like I was already dead.
... Anyway, I went over to Sean, isn't that his name?, and right before I pushed him I said "sorryfor this" and pushed him. This glasses fell off and he had a scrap on his cheek. I felt so bad.
He started crying and I hear him mumble something but I don't know what he said. He ran saying " I hate you Fischbach".
I started tearing up but since I was across the street from Felix and them I blinked my eyes and started fake laughing while I walked across the street. I picked up his glasses before I came back to wolfie and them.
That little nerd is so adorable. I hate being a bully. I hate it so much! It's eating inside and out. As if I lose my sanity every time I hit him or curse at him. I can't seem to take it. Yet I still do it for a person I don't even love anymore.
Felix told me to get on his back. I'm still falling for his dumb ass tricks. I did and he took a picture. I started laughing because he kept tickling me! I miss Felix so much but what he did to me and not the rape but what he did 7 months after that is something that I won't forgive him for.
Even though I love that boy, I'll get over him. Right now I'm still cutting my arms and wrist. I really want to get over him. He told me to take another picture but by myself.
Then he sent me a photo. I was right there next to him! Why did he send me a picture? I look at it and it was the best picture ever~.
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"You look mad". Felix says and laughs a little.
"N-No I don't! You're just jealous that I'm handsome and you're a sack of potatoes!"
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We get to school and I want to class straight away. Nothing wrong with getting a good education. I really just wanna get to class to see Sean. His bright smile and thick accent. Everything about him UGHHHH YES.
I sit next to him in class and hand him his classes. He smiles and takes them.
"I'm sorry about earlier.." he apologizes.
"W-what? Why are you apologizing?" I questioned. It's not normal for a person who is being bullied to apologize. It's kinda weird.
"I made you mad..." he looks down in shame.
"Y-you didn't..." He looks up in hope. "R-really?" He asks and I nod my head. I want to just kiss him. Should I?
--- HEYYYYYY!!!! Cliffhanger!!!!! I'm really excited for people to read my story!!! What will happen next! Ok well bye bye!
