Jason Todd x reader one-shorts

Batgirl part 2

Reader's p.o.v.

I parked my (f/c) motorcycle at an alley way that smelled like alcohol and cigarettes. My (f/c) boots contacted into grayish puddles since it rained for two hours straight. I could hear nothing but how heavenly my breathing was and the pounding in my chest could be heard from a mile away.

The pounding of my heart hitched to my throats and I could practically taste the flavor of blood in the back of my mouth. This was my first time actually going into the field at all. Of course I'm scared and nervous because I don't know what's going to happen to me.

What if someone caught me? What if someone attacked me from behind? What if someone knew my secret identity and was planning on black mailing me later on? So many of these thoughts roamed through my mind as I walked away from my motorcycle.

It was dead silent as I headed out of the alley way and searched for the team. "I didn't know Batman had another sidekick added to the family." My entire body shakes violently as I quickly turned around to see that no one was there. I kept on whipping my head and body in different directions to find the source of that voice.

"Up here sweat heart." My head shot up like a firework on the Fourth of July. What I see is what looks like a man in his early twenty's wearing a red domino mask. It has white holes where the eyes are and it kind of reminds me of Night wing but his mask is red instead. He has black hair that makes his face look like it got sculpted by a god. 'His facial features are very attractive indeed' I thought. As I examined him more, I noticed he had black boots and leather jacket that seemed almost brand new. The gloves that he is wearing is made out of leather and is also black too. His pants were either a color of dark brown or black. 'Wow, he really wears a lot of black' I thought again. But what caught me off guard was his shirt and especially the symbol on it.

IT HAD THE FUCKING RED HOOD SYMBOL ON IT!

I could not believe that I bumped into him on my first night out! "What, am I really that rougoushly handsome? Damn, I must be that hot since you are still staring at me, am I correct?" He said. The way he spoke in his deep, whiskey like voice made me melt in ways you can never imagine. I could feel a dried up substance at the corner of my mouth. My hand instantly shot up to my lips as I felt it on my index finger.

I soon realized that I was practically drooling at the sight of 'the' Red Hood. My eyes bulged out of its sockets as my mouth slightly parted. I couldn't believe that this was actually happening to me and still is. I can sense that more drool is flowing in little lines out of my parted lips.

If Night wing saw this, he would probably laugh his ass off until he died. But if Batman saw or found out about this, I would be in a shit tone of trouble. "So doll, what is the name of this beautiful enchantress? I think it will be as beautiful as th-" his sentence was cut off short as I could hear a ugh in the dead of night. I had enough of his talking as I recently remembered who used to use these awful pick-up lines.

I couldn't stop my foot from impacting him in the stomach. My teeth and fists clenched until they both turned white. Heat engulfed my stomach as I felt a burning passion for my deceased friend. I didn't even feel my own body move as I kicked, punched, slapped and shouted at the Red Hood.

People say that it was Jason the whole time but I didn't believe them, any of them. I kicked him for all of the times me and him did kick boxing at gym class. I punched him for all of the times he gave me a fist bump. I slapped him for all of the times he gave me a pat on the back after a completed mission. I shouted for all of the times we spent together laughing at his stupid corny jokes. I just couldn't accept the fact that my best friend for years didn't tell me that he was alive all this time.

"I grieved for you when you were gone. I didn't sleep for days at a time when you were gone. I didn't eat for weeks at a time when you were gone. I just can't believe that you didn't tell me you were alive even though I trusted you for me to tell you my darkest secrets. Why did you do this to me? Why did you leave me in the dust for so long? WHY DID YOU SLEEP WITH OTHER WOMEN TO GET INFORMATION OUT OF THEM EVEN TJOUGH I WAS THE ONE THAT WISHED WE COULD OF HAD THAT?! I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU ARE DOING THIS TO ME?!" I said to his beaten body that layer on the cold, hard ground.

I really don't care if it is him or not, I just wanted to get all of these feelings out me before I explode. My eyes gazed off of the confused man on the ground and onto the rooftops. There, I saw everyone I know staring intensely at me, especially Batman. I noticed that Barbra was back in her batgirl suit.

'Lucky her' I thought. I shifted a little laugh as I took of my mask. It fell onto the ground as it now showed Everton echo was behind the mask. I could hear gasps from all around me, including the man that was still on the concrete.

The moonlight reflected off of my (e/c) eyes as I looked up into the sky. I could feel the stars shimmering on my (h/c) hair and (S/c) skin. 'Oh yeah, I forgot that I came out here in secret.' I looked back at the ground as I felt ashamed for my actions.

"It's a beautiful night right now. It's a shame that I have to go home earlier than expected." I gave out a heart full laugh as I proceeded to walk down the alley way. That night, I didn't look behind my shoulder as I disappeared into the night.

I left behind my friends that I adored. I left behind my family that I have grown attached too. And I left behind the one I love will all of my heart, Jason. There was just so much pain I felt towards him that I had to walk away, forever. I hope that he will forgive me for my actions but I highly fought it.

Because later that night, I was pronounced dead at my house by a gun shot wound to the heart.