Always There

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I huffed as I ran down the street, covered in tears. When I got home I quickly slipped upstairs, making sure mama never saw me. I threw my backpack on the ground and slowly fell into bed. I cleaned my face up, only to start crying more. My face was burning and my body was shaking. Oh no... My emotions were taking over again. I sat up and took deep breaths like my therapist told me to. I scrunched up my nose to hold back my tears but failed. I collapsed onto the floor.

30 minutes later...

After a little I stopped crying. I was sweating and I smelled terrible. I walked into the bathroom, preparing for my shower. I slipped my clothes off and jumped in.

When the water hit my face, I felt stress being washed away. I slammed my back against the tile and slid down. Burying my face into my knees. I was no longer crying, for I was now far more stressed and upset than sad and hurt.

"Ugh why do I do these things" I whimpered, on the edge of tears

Out of nowhere I burst into tears again, I thrashed my head back and hit it on the tile.

Black...

When I woke, I was in bed. It was dark so it was probably late. I lifted my arms and stretched. I sat up and looked around. I saw something move. I slowly glanced over the side of my bed, seeing c/n. Why was he here?!

"Hey your uuuPPPPP" He cried looking away, bright red

I looked down and realized I still wasn't wearing clothes. Just a towel. I pulled the towel up and threw my blanket back over me.

"You can look now" I blushed
"Ok"
"So why are you here" I asked
"Well your mom said you came home upset and asked if I would come over" he smiled "which was a good thing since I found you unconscious in the shower" he lifted an eyebrow
"Ohhh... Well thank you, I'm glad your here" I laughed nervously
"Ya me too, I'm glad I'm here for you" he gave me the cutest smile
"So are you staying tonight" I asked
"Ya, I figured I should" he set his head on the bed
"Well this is awkward, let me go put some clothes on" I stepped out and headed to my dresser

He continued to face the wall as I put clothes on. I pounched on him and wrapped my arms around his neck. I quickly let go, realizing he wasn't wearing a shirt.

"Uh where'd you clothes go" I asked him
"Well when I came here I just came back from soccer practice, I smelled pretty bad so your mom offered to wash it for me, leaving me without a shirt" he explained
"Oh ok" I beamed red
"Hey... You've never hugged me like that before" he laughed
"Oh um ya... I don't know what I was thinking" I laughed, trying to not make it obvious

He reached his arms out and pulled me close. I smelled his warm neck and closed my eyes. I felt him grab my thighs and pull them up onto his lap. I tucked my arms under my chest and against his, keeping them warm since my room was quite cold. He rocked me back and forth like a baby. He stood up and layed on my bed, me still cuddled up against him. He closed his eyes and played with my hair till he fell asleep with me.

In the morning...

I felt hot air blowing across my lips. I peeked my eyes open and saw c/n in front of me. My arm wrapped around his neck and our faces very close. I smiled at his perfect sleeping face. He moved a little, and I froze. He threw his head up a little and brushed his lips against mine. I blushed madly and looked at him again. I couldn't help myself as I leaned in a bit and softly put our lips together, not too hard to where he would wake.

A couple minutes after I pulled away, he flickered his eyes open.

"Good morning" he smiled
"M-morning" I smiled back
"Something wrong" he asked closing his eyes again
"Um no nothing" I laughed

But little did I know that he was awake the whole time........

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