Umm, do you wanna know what I meant by there used to be 11 of us?
If your okay telling me
I had a twin, we were inseparable, identical and so alike. Where one went the other followed. Even when I was kidnapped, she said she couldn't leave me alone so fought the man and resulted with us both being taken.
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But three years ago, we were both diagnosed with cancer, we had a room and where next to each other the whole time, we were both discharged and ready to go, but I had a relapse and was rushed to hospital.
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The next day so did she, it happened all over again but this time, I almost died, she gave me some of her bone marrow and we were then discharged once more.
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A few months later we had flown to Brazil to see grandma and we both relapsed when we were there, they only had enough medical treatment to help one of us, I told them to save her.
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But she said no, she asked the nurse who had the most chance of surviving and the nurse said me. She told them to give me the treatment, they did. I begged them to do anything to save her. But they couldn't.
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Her name was Faith my name is Hope.
Oh... I'm so sorry
She died the 14/06/2014
Two days after your birthday
Yes, I wish there was something I could have done.
She's happy and wouldn't want you to be sad
I know, but you know those articles that say twins can sometimes feel each other's pain and things
Yeah...
Well, I think the reason she relapsed both times was because I did, you know. Because when I was treated and she wasn't, no matter how many painkillers they would pump into my system, when she was in pain so was I. I felt her die. It was terrible.
Oh that must have been horrible.
It's worse now
What do you mean?
Well when she died, it was so painful and felt like I just lost part of me. Not emotionally painful though, physically. I suffered multiple heart attacks and asked if that when someone dies everywhere hurts because I didn't feel like this when aunty Lillian passed. I feel empty.
Oh that's terrible, but don't cry because she wouldn't want that.
I have to go
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