I thought..

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by GossipZone432
by GossipZone432
                                    
                                              I thought 
Holding on
Would make us
Last forever
                          I thought that
No one would let go of this rope
Because it hurts for you
You let go
And made me the only one holding on
                          The first one to let go is the loser
You said
I'm the winner-
But why do I feel like I lost and you won someone better?

                          I thought that i'm already enough for you
But I only thought of it right?
You drowned in the bath tub
Now i'm the one doing it
                          You burned my pictures
Now i'm the one doing it
You almost killed yourself
Now I did it to me
                          _______________________
4 years later..
                          "Ms. Y/N! You have been invited to Park Jimin's wedding."
                          "No I would'nt attend that piece of trash."
                          "He's the one who's asking you to come. Not the invitations. Him and his family."
                          "I'll do it for his mom."
                          "The wedding will be on his birthday"
                          ***
October 13, 2017
                          Blue roses, a beautiful church, long gowns, him and me.
                          This wedding is exactly my dream wedding, supposedly with him.
                          But, this, is actually for another girl.
                          Another woman, that he loves so much.
                          Another woman, whom he wants to be with forever.
                          Another woman, who will be the mother of his children


                          "Y/N? You attended."
                          That voice. It's been a long time since I heard that voice.
                          "J-jimin! You're getting married!" 
                          "Ne. Thanks."  
                          I mean it, I still love him. But the question? Does he still love me?
                          "Wear this gown. "
                          "W-why? I think it's for your bride?"
                          "Just wear it."
                          "O-okay."  
                          ***
                          Why are they telling me to be beside Jimin?
                          "Yah. Y/N. I know you're confused. I just want to let you know that the reason I let go because I needed treatment for my cancer. It needed a lot of time to make me recover. I know I hurted you, but, I still love you. D-do you stil-"
                          "Ne."
                          ***

                          A year later
                          "Happy birthday Kihyun!"
                          "Happy birthday son."




                          In life,
We should think of things and what is it's impact.