I Need You

I Need You- Chapter 7

Chapter 7

I hadn't heard him move and there was no way that he should have been that fast but he was there regardless. I spun around on my heels and glared up at him. This was it, the moment my life was going to change but as I glared up at him I didn't know that. I was so full of anger in that moment that I was actually shaking. I normally would have tried to hide it but there had never been anyone who had made me this angry before. It was foreign to me and I hated him for that. It was just another thing that he was my first in. I didn't want to continue this but I knew that I had made the step in this direction and that I couldn't really turn back now. He was a bastard and I hated him for that in some ways.

"Who the Hell do you think you are?" I demanded.

"I told you, you're not going anywhere princess" He said coldly.

He was actually angry, at least that was what I was picking up off of him. I wasn't sure that it was actually something that he was feeling but that was what I was sensing. Of course I could have been projecting my own feelings onto him. It was entirely possible and very likely at that point in time. I had never been so angry at anyone in my life. He was something that I hadn't really been expecting but that was not really something that I couldn't deal with. There were things about him that I hadn't been counting on and I wasn't sure that I liked any of them. I didn't know if I could handle this but I partially wanted to try. I was tired of being the victim and I was sick of him telling me what to do. We hadn't been there long but he was getting under my skin in ways that no one else ever had. I didn't like the effect that he was having on me, something that I was struggling with at the moment. I knew that things were out of control but it was all about to get much worse for me.

I knew that I was about to make a poor decision but I didn't fully understand what it was. I figured that I was about to go against him and go outside anyway but there was much more to it than that. I was tired and I needed to get out of this mess for a while. I also knew that he wasn't going to let me get away from him for the moment. He thought that I needed protecting and while I didn't really agree with him on that one he didn't seem to care. It was what he was being paid to do, it had nothing to do with me. He was getting paid a good bit of money. I knew that he didn't care about whether I lived or died without that. Still, while it stung I clung to my anger and my pain because that was all I had in that moment. I had to figure something out but I couldn't think right. It was about to get worse but I didn't fully know that.

"Stop calling me that!" I shouted at him.

"Why?" he demanded, glaring down at me.

"Because I'm not!" I said coldly.

It was a stupid thing to say but it was the only thing I thought of at the moment. Later I would regret those words but that didn't matter at that moment. I was anger and that anger was fueling me. I had never met a man who had evoked such a response from me but I had now. He was infuriating, something that was going to make this whole thing worse for me. I couldn't handle the way that he was acting. He might have been getting paid to protect me but that didn't mean he could keep me a prisoner. I was angry at him for a lot of things but this was not something I could help. He wasn't responsible for the pain and suffering I had caused but he was responsible for his reaction to everything.

He was being an arrogant jerk and I knew that. He was trying to be rude to me or at least that was how it felt in that moment. I wanted to wipe that smug look off his face but I didn't really know how. There were a lot of things I didn't know how to do but that was just the one that was interfering at the moment.

"Yes, you are" He said coldly.

"How is that?" I demanded coldly.

I had to know, in spite of the fact that I wanted to make him suffer in that moment. I couldn't really do that, especially since he was stronger than I was and know how to stop me from it. I could use my powers against him but I knew that wasn't really a good idea. I didn't want to incapacitate him, though there was a part of me that wanted to. There was a part of me that wanted to bring him to his knees. I knew that I could do it if I was of a mind to. I just knew that it wasn't a good idea and I didn't want to hear Jasper fuss at me about it. I knew that he would be upset with me if I did it and so I was holding back.