LETTING GO TO HOLD ON

chapter 1

He rolled down the window of the drivers seat to let in fresh air he's been driving under the air-conditioning for too long what seems like hours, he was sweaty,  knowing it have everything to do with his thoughts going wild, he always sweat when he think this much  but he still felt like  rolling the Windows down,
Markus Graham reach  his destination roll the windows up got out his bright green convertible  closing it by a press of the bottom on his key ring, he then ran up to the walk way leading to the house that of his children and their mother  to rang the door bell it was nine twenty in the morning by now the children  were long in school, but  it's a  Thursday their mother wasn't working today at this time of morning she would be home house  cleaning or maybe doing  her laundry it was a kept routine that never change.
Marcia Flemming got off to a early start with her house choirs right after helping the children off to school she had made offer to drove them to school both had decided to take the bus after saying goodbye to them she get right to work finishing up early, she heard  the first rang of the  doorbell from the bathroom as she had just too long step in and was starting to take a shower she was expecting the Plummer with the believe it was him at the door she got out wrap her towel around her wet half soapy  body and went down as she was on the last of the stairs  the bell sounds again this time longer in a noisier way as if it was been press on consistently
" I'm coming "she called out in a loud voice  almost reaching  the door, because she has the believe it was the Plummer she didn't bother to ask who it was but  on opening it she saw the man who father her two children Markus Graham the same man who left her with her two  children years ago to marry a rich woman who was born in to wealth for his own selfish needs for  her parents both have enough  money they could sleep on and because he tell himself he was going to become a wealthy business owner; she wasn't at all surprise to see him for since of late he's  dropping by very often especially when he knew she wouldn't be going to work and the children would be at school come pretending he wasn't knowtisting the time truth was he just wanted to help himself between her tight have sex with her like he was at war with her. though she hate admitting it to herself she love being with him he was always her best love since they fell apart  she have missed loving him it took her two relationships to know that he was the best love she ever has still she was growing tired of a married man pressuring her to fulfill his needs though he wasn't the only one needs were been fulfill Markus always make sure he get her to climax before he did and that was more than fulfilling to her, he's been sweet to her still she can't help but vent her anger on him when ever she find herself alone with him,
Marcia sigh deeply on seeing him for as much as she was use to him stopping by on her day off she can't help but become wary of his visit,
  " what! i wasn't who you were expecting? " Markus ask with a wide teasing grin  on  his face,
"What do you want Markus ?" Marcia ask though by now she was aware of his intentions,
"At lease invite me inside" Markus remark, as he as start to weigh on Marcia's last nerve, with the intention to get in to leave
"This house may have been per chest with your money but my children and I live in it at lease give us the chance to live in it peacefully!
Markus hiss heavily twice before pushing by her in to the house
" come on Marcie! cut the attitude I must of caught you at a bad time" Markus said Marcia knew he was purposely doing everything and wish to slap him upside his head as she well know it wouldn't do much to him.
"You cut in on my shower for whatever now Markus?" Marcia ask hissing
He was in front of her walking further inside with a angry Marcia close behind him he  turn around and was inches away from her his breath felt like air-conditioning on her wet skin when he got closer she back away each step he made only to find herself up against the wall he smile place both arms on the wall that she was in between
"You're alone right?" Markus ask leaning his head closer to her as if wanting to kiss her
"I don't see how that became your business, just move shouldn't you be at work?"
" I'm the boss I can go to work anytime I want, and i like making you being alone my business Its the only time I get some business done" he said Marcia could tell where he was going with it and hiss at him she wait for the chance to get out the barricade he build around her with his arms his big strong muscles surrounds her like another section of the wall she lean against, he stand a feet  over her  five feet five inches,so she couldn't look directly in his smooth handsome face if her head wasn't held up but not looking at him was more a problem for if she didn't look she wouldn't be able to lost herself in his gorgeous face,  he move his hand to lift her cheek to get her to look in his face,
"So who was it you were expecting?" Markus ask
"The Plummer, Though its none of your business! But the children's bathroom has a leak" Marcia  told him speaking in a ash tone.
"Where is that leak?"
"Didn't you hear me say the children bathroom?" when gotten the chance Marcia   nervously  slipped under his arm but was caught by the waist from behind, his sudden grab cause  the trowel to slip from off her naked body that  she was now naked within his arms, feeling please he giggle wrapped his arms a little tighter around pushing up against her naked bottom.
"Stop it Markus! " Marcia warned wiggling in his arms fighting to rid herself of his strong hold,
"Stop what?" Markus grimaced, "I'm not even doing anything he whisper in her neck, " it was just a simply question I ask " 
"Do not ask any damn question"
"But I  just want to know" he said already he was kissing the softness of her skin and sucking on it leaving it wet allover again.
Marcia shift to make him stop but his mouth was moving swiftly on the back of her neck causing heat to elope from her body,
" Markus I wasn't done with my bath" she said trying to get him to leave her but obviously it wasn't going to work for he was still doing it, as a matter of fact  stop it right now, her demands fall on deaf ears for his lips move magically over her neck and shoulders, 
"Stop I say  I'm not doing this with you  anymore " she spat angrily at him,but  the feeling she has for him unfortunately started kicking in making her want to do what ever it was he wanted her to. "I no longer want to have sex with you" Marcia weakly said reaching up and rubbing along the smoothness of   his draw line,
She didn't want him to do it, but she want him to do it, he knew she couldn't resist so he play with her feeling a lot
"You're married Markus ,there's nothing to gain from this apart from having sex"
Markus speak nothing,  Turning her to face him he smile down on her she bite on her bottom lip fighting her emotions but each time they have sex it started like this with her fighting it but her emotions were just too strong  and just like it always happened they have sex on the stairs for they both were too anxious to make it up to the bed room, they both lay breathless there,
  Markus smile reaching a hand between her open legs foundling her clean shave skin his finger gentle caressing the moist and warmth of  her inside,
"You gave the best sex I swear to you Marcie" Markus said smiling widely.
"Stop and don't touch me " she told him slapping him away " you get what you came for, why not leave now?" Marcia ask grabbing her towel jump up and stamp her way up the rest of  stairs back in the bathroom slamming the door behind her and went back to take that pending shower When Markus follow behind and try the door it was locked on the inside,  so he lay down he was in bed when Marcia finally emerged from the bathroom, as if he was a pray waiting in the wings he sprang up  grabbing her as she walk by throwing her on the bed to lay on top of her
" you could at lease  invite me to take that shower with you, you know"
"Get off of me and  go on  home to your wife isn't she the reason we are not living together if you needed me in your life I would be in your life you got married when our son was only a year old" she complain "you and i have children together but you wanted to get rich now that  you are you should stick to your life and leave me to live mind,the children don't even  matter to you  now"
"How can you say such a thing ? You and I both know  that's a lie,   I love my children a lot Marcie and take it from me its because of your children why I wanted to get rich, and if it wasn't for my wife I couldn't be able to buy this house for our children"
Marcia know that he's very supportive of his children he love them a lot but she had to start some where if she's going to get angry at him not that it will do any good for it wouldn't stop him from making love to her
"You don't try to feed that to me Markus for all of it was just for your own need" she snap with tears in her eyes as if  you give shit about Molly and Jeremy" she slap him to the side of his head  wiggling under his weight slap him again,more time than once  with the attempt to do it again but he caught her wrists holding them both in one palm the other palm to help his legs to open her legs he was roughly forcing inside of her wanting to make her cry instead of talking nonsense thinking that after it was over he could apologize later when he free her hands to grab hold of her legs to lift them higher trusting in and out as if in motion to win a race she was pounding on him crying to him begging him to stop
"You're hurting me Markus stop please" but he kept going  she close her eyes and gritted her teeth trying to squeeze away the pain but it was impossible when he was moving inside out at such paste he manage to kiss her though her head kept turning and turning he came that she could tell for his movements got quicker and soon he was breeding wearily down her neck then slap her hard on the bottom what ever it was he whispered drown in his heavy breathing, with a grin he came to a relaxation resting heavily on top of her he had came to a climax but he remains hard inside her throbbing  as if his overgrown  manhood was having a heart attack
"Sorry" he said rolling next to her "I just wanted you to shut up"
Marcia slap him hard across the chest with a pillow then in the head  "save your sorry" you fucking sorry ass excuse of a man, get out of my bed" she still has tears in her eyes when she got up leaving him in bed she was on her way to the bathroom when she turn around
"Markus I hate you" she hiss but all he did was smile he knew no matter what she could never hate him even if she tries, by Marcia was to come out the shower Markus was fast asleep the sight of him laying on his belly naked with just the blanket across his waist make her want to wake him pretend to be angry with him just to get him held her down and love her though he hurt her so much few minutes ago she was willing to go through it again but she only got dress and went shopping leaving him there.